Would you care if I die tommorow?
Would you even miss me?
Do you even miss me at all right now?
You smiled as we parted ways...
You didn't seem to care that our adventures together,
Are now finished...they have reached an end...
Would you cherish those memories,
Of us together...of me alone?
If I die tommorow?
You promised you'd call me,
When you reach a town to tell me your okay.
You promised you'd write to me,
Every chance you get...
You promised me...
that we'd never lose touch,
that we'd be friends forever never letting go.
YOU PROMISED ME...
you'd never leave me
all alone.
It would be us against the world
Did you mean to lie to me?
If i joined my parents in heaven tommorow...
Would you remember them?
Would you regret not kepping them?
We laughed together
We smiled together
We battled eachother
You were the first person after my parents...
To seem like you actually cared about me
You were my first friend
You are my first and only love.
You hold my fragile heart
In your caring hands.
And if I die tommorow,
you wouldn't even know
And I doubt you would even care
If I die tommorow...
You stopped calling me two years ago
You had two new traveling partners then.
You stopped writing a year ago
when a girl who is my exscat opposit
In every way...came along
Am I that easy to replace Ash?
Did I mean that little to you?
Did I mean anything to you...
at all?
I haven't heard a word about you
or seen your writing
in months...
I haven't seen your face
in a year...
I haven't seen your face and voice
in years...
I miss everything about you...
We fought like everybody does
thing were said
and I never meant anything
And I never thought you did either.
Until now, when I started wondering
If I die tommorow would you even care?
If I die tommorow would you even miss me?
You never visited me once, You stopped calling long ago
I'm used to the emptyness of your broken promises
Long since made and forgotten.
I'm weak and emotions are few
My heart long since gone
taken by your hands
leaving a shell of what was me...
it feels so long ago
Do you remeber me at all?
Do you think of me at all?
Do you wish I was beside you?
Like all those years ago?
Do you remeber any of those promises
you made so long ago?
If I die tommorow...
would you feel side at all?
If I die tommorow...
would you stop your travels, to see my funeral
and pay your respects?
If I die tommorow
would you come see me buried deep in the ground?
If I die tommorow...
would you cry on my coffin?
If I die tommorow...
would you remember all those times we shared?
If I die tommorow...
would you ask for a second chance?
I may not know what you would do...
If I die tommorow...
Nevertheless, I know what I would do...
If you die tommorow.
I know if you die tommorow...
I would cry for days on end.
I would come to your funeral
and cry until my eyes are dry
and can't shed another tear
If you die tommorow...
I would place red roses on your gravestone
and come visit you everyday...
If you die tommorow...
I would wonder why you had to go.
I would wonder why the world was so cruel
and why it had to be this way
with you gone forever, never coming back.
I would ask myself what would you say
if I had told you you had my heart in your hands.
Would you tell me you loved me back?
I would wonder what you would say...
If I asked why you stopped calling and writing to me?
If you would say it was all a huge mistake.
If I have to pick up the phone tommorow
and listen to somebody tell me you died...
I would beg them to tell me that they are lying...
that this is a dream and that you weren't really dead...
all the while tears decend down my face
as I crumple to my knees hoping it wasn't true.
I would regret not telling you that I loved you.
I would beg who-ever controls this world...
to take me insted.
That he is so much more important than me...
I know what I would do if you die tommorow,
Yet still I wonder while sitting on my window sil,
tears leaking out of my eyes
What you would do if I die tommorow
and if you would care
When I die tommorow?