"A-Antonio, what are you..? Are you okay?"
Is what you ask me with that lovely voice of yours. Oh, how much I love that look in your eyes. So full of fear and confusion.
Am I okay? No, I'm not okay and I think you know exactly why. As for what I'm doing, you're going to find out soon enough. Sooner than you could ever guess.
I let an ironic laughter escape my lips as I reach for the knife. Your sharp eyes follow every move I make. Finally your attention is only on me. Just me and no one else.
"Bastard you're scaring. Please, j-just put the knife down. Let's talk about this, okay? Antonio please... I don't like being scared"
Ah, now you're begging me to stop. I can see your eyes opening up wider and wider.
"There's no going back anymore" I murmur and forcefully pull you into a kiss. You're trying to struggle, how cute. But you should know by now, it's not going to work. I hear you moan as I sink my teeth into your neck, biting hard enough to make you bleed just a little.
Bringing the knife between us I let the cold blade touch your throat. I can see the tears falling down your cheeks. I look up into your teary brown eyes. Have I ever told you how much I love those eyes?
Finish this now.
With my free hand I cup your cheek and kiss you for the very last time.
"I'm sorry" I gasp against your warm lips. "I just love you too much. I want you to be mine forever"
I grip the weapon tighter. I let it pierce your beautiful skin. Twisting and turning it in my hands. I watch your blood spill out of the wound. Pushing the blade even harder I can feel how it slices right through you.
I pull back just a little to see your lips opening and stuggling for scream that never breaks free
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Why Antonio, why?
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OMG! I can't believe I just posted this. Ok so time to do some explaining.
I originally wrote this little oneshot when I was 15 and I've wanted to improve it and upload it here for a really long time. Tonight I finally got myself into a writing mood after a hard day of studying for my exams. I posted the original story on deviantArt at the time and it became one of my most popular works there. However dA is a place for all kinds of weird forms of art so posting this here on the Mecca of Fanfiction makes me really nervous.
From here on I'm going to work really hard and become a better writer so I can write all the nice fanfics I've been thinking about.
Thank you for reading!