IF YOU ONLY KNEW ABOUT IT
I´ve always thought that you were an annoying boy,a heavyweight, just a brat...I actually hated you,you only make my life unhappy and you dont let me to be with him..Uchiha Sasuke,the boy who makes my soul to cry,the boy who causes my heart to menace me with getting out of my chest in a crazy frenzy..But not,he didnt feel the same way about me,I´ve always thought that if I loved him,if I make him the object of all my dreams,if he was my only reason to be,maybe he would love me some day but I later realize the hard reality...For him we were only pieces of dump,mere obstacles on his searching of power,that damn searching of power which made him leave all of us..That searching of power which made him join forces with Orochimaru...That thirst of power which made him broke finally my heart..
After that,nothing can stop my cringes,my heart were only a shadow,a shard of it has once been...I feel myself lost,alone,unconsoled and not even Lee-san,with his overwhelming optimism could make my smile to come back to my face...A bit later I knew for the Hokage that our best Genin team were going to make him back...And,even knowing that you would hate me,that you would ask me to stop talking to you,that you didnt want me to talk to you again,even with that risk,I asked you..No...I begged you to bring him back and you,surprisingly,just smiled to me and with the nice guy pose,you promised me that you would bring him back alive and wealthy and it was that moment,that accurate little piece of our lives,when I finally understood...
You were the only one who always helped me,the only one to understand me... The only one who knew my true feelings,feelings hidden even for me..
Thoughts flowed all over my mind like a whirlpool of feelings dead for getting out of me and when my mind couldnt be more confused..Then you go,getting further of my side..I felt an strange emptiness taking my soul,every step that you walked made my heart more lonely as ever,more destroyed..And then,I finally realized the thing that for so much time I tried to refuse,I realized how stupid I had been...You were the one who enclose my happiness,the true reason of my heart's pounding even though Sasuke's always treated me as a trash...Why now,when you so far of me,when I cant caress,kiss or even show you how I really feel...Why is precisely now when you arent by my side?Why are you making me feel like this right now?Why must we realize the things we really love,thos things we really need.. when we cant feel them by our side?
This is too much for me,Im starting to cry again,pitiful tears are sliding down my cheeks,but Im not crying at all..Its my heart who make me cry...I can only ask you one thing now...If you really love me as much as I do ,If you can hear me right now,just listen to my last wish to you...My only real wish...
-I will be waiting..Come back,Naruto-kun
I´ve always thought that you were an annoying boy,a heavyweight, just a brat...I actually hated you,you only make my life unhappy and you dont let me to be with him..Uchiha Sasuke,the boy who makes my soul to cry,the boy who causes my heart to menace me with getting out of my chest in a crazy frenzy..But not,he didnt feel the same way about me,I´ve always thought that if I loved him,if I make him the object of all my dreams,if he was my only reason to be,maybe he would love me some day but I later realize the hard reality...For him we were only pieces of dump,mere obstacles on his searching of power,that damn searching of power which made him leave all of us..That searching of power which made him join forces with Orochimaru...That thirst of power which made him broke finally my heart..
After that,nothing can stop my cringes,my heart were only a shadow,a shard of it has once been...I feel myself lost,alone,unconsoled and not even Lee-san,with his overwhelming optimism could make my smile to come back to my face...A bit later I knew for the Hokage that our best Genin team were going to make him back...And,even knowing that you would hate me,that you would ask me to stop talking to you,that you didnt want me to talk to you again,even with that risk,I asked you..No...I begged you to bring him back and you,surprisingly,just smiled to me and with the nice guy pose,you promised me that you would bring him back alive and wealthy and it was that moment,that accurate little piece of our lives,when I finally understood...
You were the only one who always helped me,the only one to understand me... The only one who knew my true feelings,feelings hidden even for me..
Thoughts flowed all over my mind like a whirlpool of feelings dead for getting out of me and when my mind couldnt be more confused..Then you go,getting further of my side..I felt an strange emptiness taking my soul,every step that you walked made my heart more lonely as ever,more destroyed..And then,I finally realized the thing that for so much time I tried to refuse,I realized how stupid I had been...You were the one who enclose my happiness,the true reason of my heart's pounding even though Sasuke's always treated me as a trash...Why now,when you so far of me,when I cant caress,kiss or even show you how I really feel...Why is precisely now when you arent by my side?Why are you making me feel like this right now?Why must we realize the things we really love,thos things we really need.. when we cant feel them by our side?
This is too much for me,Im starting to cry again,pitiful tears are sliding down my cheeks,but Im not crying at all..Its my heart who make me cry...I can only ask you one thing now...If you really love me as much as I do ,If you can hear me right now,just listen to my last wish to you...My only real wish...
-I will be waiting..Come back,Naruto-kun