Just a dabble about Callen and my OC Andy- Set during 'Confessions of a broken heart'. (More like missing scenes) I don't own anything you recognise. You Forgive Me For Liking You Too Much,
I don't know why I like writing about those two so much...
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And I'll Forgive You For Not Liking Me Enough...
It was something that she couldn't comprehend.
It was almost as though she ached for him. Every time she saw him, she had an almost overwhelming urge to reach out and touch him.
He wouldn't notice though, because he never noticed her.
She was the partner.
The friend.
The little sister.
She has nightmares of him; falling into the fruit and vegetable stand as five bullets were pumped into his chest.
She could hear herself screaming his name. She could see Sam cradling him in his arms, begging for his best friend to stay alive.
The words had left her mouth before she even realised what she had said; " Please. Not after everything we've been though. You've helped me through everything. I need you G. I love you"
She could feel Sam's eyes on her.
But she didn't care.
All she cared about was the man who lay dying in front of her.
You Forgive Me For The Loud Racing Of My Heart,
And I'll Forgive You For Not Hearing It...
She swore that her heart was about to pound out of her chest.
They were pressed so close together. She could feel his heart; so maybe he could feel hers.
He would never see how much he means to her; never know how much she loves him.
"Think they're gone?" He whispered to her; wrapping his arms around her body so she wasn't seen.
She couldn't form a straight sentence in that moment, all she could think about was the close proximity of their body.
Swallowing deeply, she nodded "Yeah, I think they are" She looked away from the ice blue stare of her superior and stepped back.
"Good. Let's go" He pulled his gun out of his holster and began to walk out of the building.
Letting out a shaky sigh, she followed, pulling her ow gun and deciding to back her partner up.
You Forgive Me For Playing Your Games,
And I'll Forgive You For Toying With My Emotions...
They were undercover.
A drug dealer with his girlfriend.
She could feel his lips tracing up her neck and over to her mouth; she knew this was all a part of the act, but she couldn't help respond just as eagerly.
His hands trailed up had arms and up the straps of her royal blue spaghetti strap shirt, he slid them down her arm and brought his hands up to her face; his face just inches from hers.
"Are they still watching?" He whispered to her as he moved back to her neck.
She nodded and brought her hands up to his face "They defiantly are" She whispered as she saw the black Jeep directly across the road from them.
He nodded and grabbed her hand "Better take this upstairs then" He whispered as he pulled her up the many stairs and into the bedroom.
Her shirt laying abandoned on the lounge floor. She silently thanked Hetty for giving her a strapless bra that day.
The night came around and the bust had gone extremely well.
It was very well that he never drank, allowing everyone else to do so. Playing what she called 'the designated dickhead'.
He took one sweep of the bar and saw her talking to Eric and Kensi. So deep in conversation that she didn't see the red haired beauty who walked up to him and led him away from the bar and out of the club.
When she looked back to him moment's later, he was gone. And the look on Sam's face said it all for her.
Forgive Me For Finding You So Attractive,
And I'll Forgive You For Not Noticing...
Her breath was caught in her throat as she saw him walk out of the change rooms in a sky blue shirt and black dress pants.
He looked at her, his eyes twinkling slightly "Like what you see?" He smirked at her.
She looked down at the file she was holding in her hands "Hardly, I get better looking guys down at Sunset" She retorted as she handed him the file "All about your cover. Thank you Hetty"
He continued to look at her; making her shift slightly "So I'll uh, see you on the other side" She said as she walked away.
All the while mentally beating herself up at the way she handled the situation.
You Forgive Me For Wanting To Be With You,
And I'll Forgive You For Avoiding Me...
He didn't go in to see her for the weeks she was in hospital.
Falling two storeys from a suspects home. She was pretty bad when the ambulance had gotten there.
Sam knew he blamed himself for not backing her up.
Nate knew he blamed himself for sending her upstairs while he stayed downstairs particularly safe.
Kensi knew he blamed himself because he thought he didn't react as fast as he knew he could.
Every time someone walked though the door; she had always been hoping that it was him. All she wanted was to see him smile at her, tell her that she wasn't stupid enough to fall out of the window.
But he never came.
You Forgive Me For Not Being Able To Let Go,
And I'll Forgive You For Never Having Latched On.
All she wanted was to be held by him like he did when they were undercover.
Everyone had left for the night, and she was the only one there.
Well, she was pretty sure she was anyway.
The clock had just ticked over to 11pm; there was an silence which frightened her. Because she was scared that that was all that there was going to be left in her life.
Silence.
"Shouldn't you be home doing...Whatever you do when you're not here?" A cocky voice asked from the doorway as she looked up.
She gave a small shrug "Probably. But you know me. I like being a loner" She smiled.
He moved closer to her "Join the club. Less responsibility" He stated as he sat down next to her and placed his hands on his knee "So what are you doing here?"
She finally took in his appearance "You're very dressed up. What for?" She asked, her mind feeling like it already knew the answer.
He let out a breath "I have a date tonight" He said simply.
Her shoulder's visibly tensed as she swallowed and looked down "Bit late isn't it?" She joked.
He nodded and looked at his watch "We're going to a midnight screening of some movie. Speaking of which, I'd better get going" He stood and looked at her "Have a good night" He smiled at her before walking away.
It was at that moment the Andy Tyson knew she may have lost G Callen forever.