Well this is my first real fan fic that I will keep writing, I promise. But I don't know much about Asian or Korean culture so tell me if I am to out of character. I'm not sure how well my idea will fit to these characters, but I want to write about this because, there wasn't any fic that had my ideas in it.

I want also say I'm sorry for my grammar, I don't have a beta yet, and my English isn't that good, but please read this it will get better when I get it started…

I didn't think it would be so hard to be here in Africa. I fell so lonely even if these children are so wonderful. Even though I see all these stars at the sky and here his voice on the phone like once in a week it isn't enough. It should be really I feel so selfish when I think this way, but it hurt so much.

"Gemma look I find you an other star! Gemma why do you look so sad? Did something bad happen?"

"No everything is fine, and thank you for finding this star for me. It really means a lot."

"I thought so because Gemma keeps looking for them, but aren't there enough stars at the sky?"

"It doesn't matter how many stars there are, because they aren't the right one."

"I wonder how amazing the right one is, if it is fancier than all the stars at the sky."

"He really is amazing but, you should go to play before you have to go to sleep."

"You really are amazing with the children; you'll be amazing mom one day"

"Oh I didn't notice you Unnie, and thanks I really want to have many children…"

"Well it shouldn't be a problem, when you go back to your star?"

"Unnie, I don't think I am ready for that yet"

"For what you are amazing with children, what is it you aren't ready for" she said with a huge grin all over her face.

"Unnie, don't tease me about this, I haven't even seen him in half year"

"But you are still together it definitely proves something"

"I hope so because it is really hard, but I shouldn't be whining about this… I really am grateful that I am able to be here."

"I am sure you are, but isn't time for you to go home already, there are new nuns coming here next week and some of us has to leave. I really don't have any place to go"

"I didn't know about this, going back to Korea I could see my brother again!"

"I didn't know it was him you missed the most what about your star…"

Tae Kyungs POW

I really wish I could see the stars like everyone else can, maybe it would make this easier. Why did she have to take off and leave me here. I am busy person so I can't travel after her all over the world.

I haven't been able to write anything after she left, and sleeping how can sleeping be so hard. No wonder our result gets worse and worse all the time.

"Hyung are you alright, why are you sitting here in the dark" Jeremy asked he was really worried about his hyung. He looked so exhausted. How much I hope she would came back and everything would be the way it was…

So tell was it awful and full of mistakes? And what did you like in it?

By reviewing you can really make my day and then I'll update faster…

After all we all are just fans;D