Disclamer: don't own Twlight, never will never can.

Summary:

Cullen's left Forks, Bella gets changed into a vampire but who is she controlling to do her dirty work? 100 years later Bella meets a family who she doesn't want to see again & someone in the family has betrayed her and someone in that family shouldn't be there. Jasper is confused about Bella and he doesn't know what she's going to do, but is Bella going to forgive the family that abandoned her.

Chapter 1

Bpov

"We have to leave forks" Edwards said halting to stop in front of me.

"Why?" I asked.

"Carlisle is meant to be ten years older than he looks, people are starting to notice," he explained, but something wasn't right.

"Okay I got to think of something to say to Charlie," I said, but then I saw his expression. "When you say we?" I questioned.

"I mean my family and myself," he replied, and broke my heart.

"Edwards what happened with Jasper is nothing," I told him.

"Your right, it was nothing. Nothing but how I expected. And nothing compared to what could have happened. You just don't belong in my world Bella,"

"I belong with you?" I asked.

"No, you don't." He answered bluntly.

"I'm coming," I told him.

"Bella, I don't want you to come," he replied.

"You don't want me?" I asked shakily.

"No," was all he said.

"That changes a lot," I whispered, looking at his face.

"But if it's not too much to ask, can you just promise me something?" he asked, but I didn't answer. "Don't do anything reckless ... for Charlie's sake, and I'll promise something in return. This is the last time you'll ever see me, I won't come back. And you can go on with your live without any interference from me. It'll be like I never existed," he explained.

"If this is about my soul, take it I don't want it without you," I all but yelled at him.

"It's not about your soul. You just not good for me," he replied, calmly.

"Not good enough" I summarised.

"I'm just sorry I let this go on for so long" he blamed himself. Knowing he was going to be going soon.

"Please don't" I begged him one last time.

"Good bye," he whispered and left.

He left me standing there, with no hope in the world. I didn't know what to do. I closed my eyes, as every moment with him crossed my mind ... the first day in biology ... when he spoke to me ... the night in Port Angeles ... the baseball game ... James, in the ballet studio ... the prom ... my birthday ... Jasper attacking ... Edward avoiding me ... Edward saying he didn't love me.

At some point I must have fallen asleep because I was dreaming, at Edward, Alice, Jasper, Carlisle, Esme, Emmett and Rosalie. They were running away and I was trying to run after them, I screamed and shouted at them but they kept running, I could barely see them

"I don't want you," a male voice whispered.

"EDWARD," I screamed out in pain wanting him to come back to me. "AL" I screamed hoping by best friend would return to me. But she didn't. "Esme," I sobbed hoping my mother would come back to me; to hold me while I sobbed into her shoulder, but no amount of screamed of sobbing would get my family back. They left me; they abandoned me, leaving me without a goodbye.

I woke up freezing, I tried to move around but I was wrapped up tightly in blankets. I unwrapped myself, hoping I just that last night was just a horrible nightmare. I trudged through the house and went up to my room, I walked over to my CD player and pressed play/pause, but no music played. I ejected the CD but nothing was in there. I ran over to the present that Renee and Charlie gave me, opened it but there was no picture in it only captions. I flipped through the pages there was no pictures in there of Cullen's, only of Angela, Mike, Jessica, Lauran, Eric, and myself. I dropped the book and tears flowed from my eyes.

"It'll be like I never existed" those words were like someone stabbing me through the heart repeatedly but slowly. I would remember til the day I die, that he didn't love me; he left me because I wasn't good enough for him.

I lay on my floor even though the wood was freezing it reminded me of his coldness, I sighed and picked myself up after staring at my wooden bed frame, I placed myself on my bed staring up at the ceiling, my bed felt empty without him keeping me company. I stayed awake for the rest of night, not tired enough to sleep I stared at ceiling just starting at the whiteness of it, the paleness of his skin. At some point the sun started to rise, and it was shining through my window, I sighed and rolled over to the sun wasn't glaring into my eyes, but as the sun got higher I could feel myself feeling alone, unwanted... I didn't carry on with those thoughts I just got up and went to my bathroom. I looked into my mirror; the person looking back at me didn't look anything like me. Their hair was a mess, hair all over the place, their skin was pale, her eyes were bloodshot, and her checks her tear stained.

I looked away from the mirror, and undressed stepping into the warmed shower. The hot water felt nice on my skin it unknotted my muscles, so I was relaxed, but nothing felt right. I lathered my hair in the strawberry shampoo I always used by it didn't feel right; I washed it all out and got out. I dressed and pulled my wet hair up into a messy bun. I walked back to my room grabbed a jacket and went downstairs. I heard someone in the kitchen so I waited to see if I could hear anything.

"Up stairs in the shower, she'll be down any minute. She was up before me... I'll let you know how she is later... okay... bye Billy." Charlie said and I walked down the rest of the stairs. He spun round and smiled, and sort of smiled. But it was more of a flake smile, and Charlie knew that. "Bells are you..." he trailed off, looking lost for words.

"For the moment," I shrugged indifferently.

"I'm going to stay home from work today... and well, keep you company. I'm a slave for you," he joked, I smiled a bit.

"You don't have to Dad," I told him but he was already shaking his head.

"Nope, I'm staying looking after my baby girl," he said sheepishly, and I nodded and blushed.

"Okay," I said, and went back to the lounge.

"Bells," Charlie shouted before I left, I spun round and there was plate on the table with eggs, bacon, beans, and some toast on it. "I made it earlier on while you were in the shower," he admitted.

"Oh, thanks," I said and sat down eyeing the food debating whether I should eat it and take the chance of getting food poisoning. Charlie's sudden laughter brought me out of my debating.

"I can cook the simple things Bells. Don't worry you're not going to get food poisoning." He laughed.

"Sorry Dad, but it's that you don't cook that much." I admitted sheepishly, while taking a mouthful of bacon into my mouth. It tasted alright, so I kept eating, much to my dislike the food ran out, and I was still hungry.

I placed the dish in the sink and washed it, and walked back up to my room. I sank on to my bed, not knowing what to do today. I fell back asleep; my mind drifted to the Cullen's, Alice. Little, annoying, spiky haired, pixie, my sister, abanded me. Emmet, big brother, joker, annoying but he left me as well. Esme, my mother, I loved her; she left without saying so much as a good bye. Carlisle, my father, caring, kind, he left as well. Jasper, quiet, calm, compassionate, he left even knows he didn't know me. Rosalie, Loyal, caring, loving, I loved her even though she didn't like me. Edward, so serious, caring, protective, loving or so that is what I thought of them.

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Vickie-Louise