Heartless
I have lost feeling.
I walk with out feeling anyone.
I cry because I am supposed to.
I hug when I have to.
But I don't love at all/
I say I do.
I always will.
I know I'm supposed to,
But I just don't feel it.
It is strange.
I don't understand it.
Maybe part of me
Just finally gave up.
I've been numb.
So numb I felt nothing.
But this isn't the same.
I can feel the pain
Of the scar Mary left.
I can feel the pain
If missing my brother Thor.
I can feel the sorrow
Of not seeing my brother Zach.
Yet for some reason,I can't feel LOVE.
I love my sister Sylvie.
But I can't feel the love.
She loves me,
But I didn't feel it either.
Why can't I feel it anymore?
Why did I give up?
I don't know.
I have an idea.
Maybe I realized
I am truly meant to have no "true" love.
I can have sisters.
I can have brothers.
But why would I feel that if
I know I can't have the real thing.
Many will say
I am just over exaggerating.
My sister will say
I am just lost.
But is it over exaggerating
If your soul gave up before you did?
This may just be me ranting
Or me realizing the truth.
I don't really know.
I'm just going to assume
I am heartless now.