Ally

Dear dairy

I'm sitting here at Cental Park, on the bench, you know the one we always used to sit on with my mom, It's just started snowing, can you believe it, its so beautiful, I know what ya thinking Why am I at Central Park, I'm supposed to be at the Ophenage, But I just can't take it anymore, the people there are nice and everything, but they only looking after us, because they HAVE to, its not the same, it feels like we at bording school or something, I'm still addament to meet Dad, but Nick on the other hand wants nothing to do with him, I don't blame him in a way but it's still his father, nothing will ever change that..

It was a week ago today that it was your court case mom, that bastard was put away for 10 YEARS, can you believe it, 10 YEARS and he is set free where you will never get to come home again, it hurts so much, I wish you could come back to us.

Well I see Nick coming so I better go, but I promise we will talk again.

Luv Alison.

I looked up and saw my twin brother walking towards me,

"Hey Ally" he greeted, I smiled sadly at him as he sat down next to me,

We sat in silence and watched the snow fall around us, This was going to be our first Christmas without a family, I felt Nick wrap his arms around my shoulder, I smiled as he helped me up, and we slowly made our way back to the ophanage.

"Ally, don't worry, we'll find a home soon, you'll see" Nick told me, I smiled up at my brother, I knew he was just as scared as I was, but I loved him so much for pretending like he knew the future,

Nick

Yo dude, I can't believe im listening to my sister and writting in a diary, thats for morons, but I guess its better then ending up in juvenile and leaving Ally to fend for her self, so here it goes:

People always say that the men are suppose to be the protecter of the people they love...Right? So...did my dad not love my mom?

Everyday I wonder that, everyday I wonder how my dad could of just left her, to live the painfully life she had. I sometimes blame myself to, if I was there, that day, would she stll be alive. Ally, you know Alison , she say's I shouldn't blame myself and she gets really peeved when I visit mom at the grave, but sometime I don't even realize that I am heading there, I just find myself sitting at her grave. I am still hurting so much, why did it happen? Ally is so detemine to find our dad, but I couldn't care less, he desserted my mom, Ally and me, why should I find him?

Anyway, peace out

Nick

Ally

Dear Dairy

I know there must have been a reason that our dad walked out on us, the truth is I wonder if he even knows about us, I have never meet him mom used to tell me that "it is a sore subject". But come on I am a 16 years old girl, I think I have a right to know about my dad. Anyway I know that Nick wont help me, so I will have to do it on my own, Pagie, my best friend, she says she is scared that I find him and end up moving away, I totaly get that, but I have to take this chance, or I will forever wonder. Dairy, Pagie has helped me though it, she has been the best, and I love her for it. It's funny dairy, I am looking around my room, its got my poster, and my stuff, it's even has my music but it doesn't feel like mine...I want my room back dairy, I miss everything, including mom singing to me before I go to bed.

Anyway Dairy I got to run, got school tomorrow and it's already 1:00 am.

luv Ally

"Goodnight mom...dad" I said kissing the photo that I had, the one photo I had of them, I was scratching around the house one day when I was small and found it in an old box...to this day it is one of the most prized possion I have ever had. I took one last look at the photo and read the back, then placed it under my pilow and difted into a deep sleep.

"Our first dance"

"Nathan and Hales"

"I love you Hales"

"Always and forever"

Hey everybody...this is my new story. I hope you going to enjoy it! Anyway you wil see the rest of the characters in chapter 2. Please read and review! Please, Please, Please review!

All the dairy parts are in italic

Love Sami