Disclaimer: I've said it once and I'm gonna say it again, I don't own kids next door, but it would be cool to anyway I don't own it I'm just another crazy fanatic! Infact I hardly own anything...but that's not the point on wit the fic!! I dun own Evenesence either! Or any of the otha songs I might put in this fic...
A/n: Hey all my loyal readers! I hope yah enjoy it I was listening to a song by evanesence it was my immortal.
Nicci: Hey! This is one of my first fics and I have no idea what I'm doing so please don't hurt me.
Numbuh 4: yeah she has no idea you should read the stupid fic
Nicci: [glares at Wally] Do we wanna start this again?
Numbuh Four: [Eyes grow wide] No, no not that again, [smirks] but it's still a stupid fic
Nicci: I was hoping you would say that! Anyway enjoy the fic everyone! [Chases A now Screaming Numbuh Four]
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Kuki frowned, everything was happening so fast, and she didn't know how to stop it. She was desperately trying to find a way to get her feelings out, but nothing seemed to work she had tried crying, writing, drawing, talking, and even more crying. Nothing worked, no one understood how much pain she was in...No one.
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I'm so tired of being here,
Surpressed by all my childish fears.
If you want to leave I wish that you would just leave,
Your presence still lingers here and it wont leave me alone ---
--Flashback--
"No!" Kuki screamed as she saw her house burn down, her parents were still in there and the middle of it had already collapsed. She tried to run towards the house, but someone was holding her back. "Lemme go!" She screamed, lashing out towards what used to be her house. "No," A familiar voice calmly whispered in her ear, as tears fell from her eyes. "You don't understand!" she screamed, trying to get out of his grasp, "My parents they are still inside!" "I'm sorry," the boy said, "but I can't let you go back in there, it's not safe." "I don't care if it's not safe!" She screamed, as the rest of the house collapsed, still burning. Her eyes widened in horror, it was too late. "NOOOOO!" She cried, freeing herself, and running towards the wreckage. "Kuki!" The boy cried running after her.
When he reached her she was collapsed by where her home used to be. "They're gone," she whispered over and over. He frowned, for once he didn't know what to do. This was beyond his control, but that couldn't stop him from trying. "I'm sorry," He said, kneeling next to her, pulling her into a tight embrace. He was surprised when she didn't push him away, but instead she calmed down, and she was no longer whispering those two horrible words, 'They're gone'. "I never even got to say good-bye," she said to him, as more tears spilled from her eyes and onto his red shirt. Nigel was silent, he couldn't think of anything to say. He knew no matter what he said or did would never make her feel better, so he thought they would both be better off if he just held her quietly, he was wrong. Kuki was silent as if she were waiting for an answer, but Nigel couldn't think of anything to say he felt so helpless like a little child that lost his mother. "Numbuh one?" Kuki asked breaking the silence, and Nigel was thankful for that. "Yes?" He choked out, but there was silence on her end. "Yes, what is it Numbuh three?" He asked again, but there was still silence. Nigel pulled away to see her asleep, he smiled. "Lets go home numbuh three," he said picking her up and carrying her towards the tree house. --End Flashback--
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These wounds won't seem to heal, This pain is just too real, There's just too
much that time cannot erase, When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears. (A/n: I can't remember the rest of it sorry!)
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Tears flooded her eyes once more, and she felt herself fall forward, and onto her bed. Her life was falling apart and no one understood how it felt, how she felt.----------------------------------------------------------------
You used to captivate me,by your reselating light, But now I'm bound by the life you left behind.
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams.
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me.
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Nicci: and cut! That ends Chapter one! Please review!!!
4: I don't like this chapter! How come Nigel gets to be in her flash back and not me!
3: ::Blushes:: Cause Nigel just happened to be there at the time!
Nicci: Yeah! Besides, I enjoy making you jealous.
3: Jealous? What is she talking about Numbuh Four?
4: ::Glares at Nicci:: Nothing Sweetie...I mean kuki.....I mean oh never mind. Besides why would I get jelous?
Nicci: ::Laughs uncontrollably:: You know why
3: ::Blushes::
4: No, No I don't see! Why are you blushing Numbuh three?
Nicci: [Big Grin] you little liar.
3: No reason
4: shut up.
3: Why?
4: Not you, Nicci!
3: oh
1: Why was I in there anyway?
Nicci/3: You'll see later on in the story.
4/1: Whatev(ah)er