A/N : This is or might be just a short story where Luffy… Committed Suicide, I might not like it since I don't like the thought of Luffy dying… Modern Au
Disclaimer : Eiichiro Oda owns One Piece
Luffy was a happy child, he was always grinning and loved his brothers more than anything. But at the start of 6 years old, Garp, his Grandfather, started training him, it didn't ended well. Unlike his brothers who passed it. Garp was quite disappointed at the first training, it was the first time where he saw disappointment on his Grandfather's eyes, so he tried harder.
After another training when Garp showed up, he was separated from his brothers and was introduced to Makino. She was like a mom, he didn't knew his father and mother. Makino was always there for him, Makino encouraged him like his brothers, Makino didn't left his side, Makino didn't complained when Luffy cried all night long. Instead, she comforted him.
When he was 7 years old, he met Shanks. He had been Luffy's friend after meeting him at Foosha Village, which was far from the place Ace and Sabo were. They always interacted at each other, Shanks never left Luffy's side and made Luffy happy and even celebrated Luffy's birthday with his friends. But it didn't lasted long after Shanks had to leave because Garp knew, and Luffy was informed Shanks was a Mafia, but Luffy knew he and Shanks was friends.
At the age of 12, he saw Ace, Sabo and Garp at the village. Being the innocent kid he was, he ran towards Ace and Sabo then hugged them. Luffy heard Ace and Sabo was already a prodigy in Combat and Knowledge, so he idolized them. But then, when Garp threw him into the Sea, then discovered he wasn't able to swim. Ever since then, it felt like Ace and Sabo have been so out of reach, Garp had more disappointment.
At the age of 14, he started feeling sick, he started breathing fast and his heart started hurting, he even coughed so many blood, But it didn't stopped him from training and working hard. His brothers and his Grandfather was too far away, he didn't wanted to be alone, he doesn't want to lose them… Then people bullied him at school, he lost since he was ganged, but Garp didn't cared about that and started abusing Luffy, putting him into a ravine, making him fight lions, and telling it as an training, Garp even bad mouthed Luffy because Luffy couldn't even swim.
At the age of 17, Garp stopped giving him trainings and lost all hope when he became 16, his brothers treated him like a stranger, they didn't even noticed him when he came at their birthday. His heart started to hurt more and he couldn't breathe, he felt dying. But he didn't lost hope and trained more, overworking himself. Makino was the only one who stayed close to him, and he didn't want to lose her too. Shanks was far away and he couldn't contact him.
At the age of 19, he lost hope, he wanted to die, but he felt close to it, but he didn't want to wait. He thought of what they will think when he dies. He smiled. Ace and Sabo will be happy that they didn't had an disappointing 'brother' anymore, Garp wouldn't abuse him and will start to make a celebration because he wouldn't waste his time on him anymore!
He went to the rooftop, his heart started to hurt and it felt like he couldn't even hear the beat anymore. But he grinned, he would help all the people around him. No one would be disappointed anymore, he wouldn't feel his heart clench anymore.
So he jumped. He had only one regret though.
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" Sorry… Makino… Shanks… "
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When he reached the ground, he saw black. If Ace, Sabo, and Garp were here, they would be happier to see him dead. Though he didn't want Makino, Shanks and Shanks' friends to see this. But when he died, he didn't felt the pain in his heart, he didn't saw the disappointed eyes of his brothers and Grandfather. So he smiled dying.
A/N : I might make another chapter of this, ughh. I feel sad and on the verge of crying while listening to a sad music.