Well! Here is another angsty story that I thought up of! I might do even more with how much inspiration Loki gives me lol ENJOY!
SCARS
The first scar Loki ever remembered getting was a medium sized one on his knee. He had fallen off of a tree while trying to chase after Thor and his friends. Of course Thor hadn't seen him fall so he had to walk back to his room and tended it himself. He remembers it hurting more than anything he had before. He always questioned if it was because of the acutal injury or it being the first time being left behind by Thor. Either way it always stuck out in his mind.
The next scar he remembers getting is during training. He had been practicing with his magic so much in order to impress Odin. He stayed up all night long reading books that would help him win this match that was supposed to be infront of all of Asgard. He could practicly recite ever line from memory and still he continued to read. The day of the battle he was ready. He knew he was going to win this match. It was only during the battle when he looked up at Odin that he noticed something. The look of disappiontment was the only emotion the has shown through on his fathers face. He had felt so shocked he stopped moving and froze. The next thing he knew there was pain in his stomach. That scar is the largest that is still on his skin.
Then there was of course the most recent scar. This one was caused by the massive Hulk against his fight with the Avengers. He is a God yet he was taken out but such a low level giant green ape with the IQ of an infant. This scar was on his head under his hair. It was easily hidden from view but when he did see it all he could remember was the humiliation of being beaten by a mindless beast. So he continued to hide it from everyone.
The deepest scar was the worst. I do not mean deepest as in sword cutting through flesh. I am talking about the emotional scars no one can see. The looks of disappointment. The idea that you would never be good enough. The thoughts of trying to do everything just to prove you are worth the attention. The feeling of being utterly alone while your brother goes off to play with his friends.
The only scars that might show even a glimps of how Loki feels is his lips. If you look particularly close you can see little tiny scars littering them. So tiny that the only was you would know thay are there is if you were told to look. They are the ones that show how his father commanded him to not speak those words he had learned for that match. The match that he tried to prove his worth to his father. His brother who loved him so dearly left him alone after sewing the one thing he had ever been proud of. The only thing that could make him equal to Thor. The only way to be able to keep up with Thor as he would run through the forest. These are the scars that will never go away. The ones that cause Loki to let go of Mojlnir and fall into that black hole. They continue to litter Loki's body no matter how much his skin heals.
There you go! ANGST! I always feel so bad for Loki...