For Robert and Chloe
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The tears rip my flesh, they burn holes through my skin and I swear I don't feel anything at all. Nothing. Except that intense burning. Not the arm around my shoulder, not the lips pressing reassuringly upon my cheek. I can't hear his voice anymore… and it stings, it burns, it rips apart my entire being. And I don't cry, I never cry, not since I was small. Smaller than I can even remember.
It scares her. But I don't care. She doesn't mean anything at all. Not a fucking thing. She never did she never will. All that matters is him. And he is gone, I lost him as he… no I didn't lose him. He left.
Me.
He left me.
All alone.
But he was the only one who cared, the only one who knew what it was like.
And then he UP AND FUCKING LEFT!
LEFT ME ALONE!
BY MYSELF!
WITHOUT ANYONE ELSE TO FUCKING CARE!
But, what hurts the most…
Is that I still love him.
I still love him to death and back.
It hurts, it burns, it aches, but that's all love is.
Pain.
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Just a teaser. It's like the end of the story, at the beginning. Y'know?
-Marawr