Hello! This is just a short Jori drabble/One shot. Whichever you wanna call it. Just so you guys know, during the middle, it's supposed to change from she to you and it's not just some mistake, just incase you think so! Also, if anything rhymes, I swear to god that it's accidental. I just got into the groove of writing the story and the words just came flowing out! Anyway, I hope you enjoy! Let me know what you think we a review. (:
Disclaimers note: I do not own Victorious or any of it's characters.
I never thought I would say this, but I need Tori Vega.
I need her more than I've ever needed anything.
Her smile.
Her lips.
Her goddamn cheekbones.
Just typical Tori.
But I see more than that.
She's the girl I fell in love with.
Seeing her and Andre together every day makes me die inside.
He doesn't deserve her.
But I do.
I want Tori Vega.
I need Tori Vega.
The blade. It doesn't hurt. If anything it makes things better.
No one understands.
She asks me, what the cuts on my arms are. As always, I make up some kind of excuse.
He says he loves her, but I know what it's really like behind closed doors.
He doesn't love her. Not at all.
We kissed. Just once. But it was enough to make my heart melt.
It was in the Janitors closet. I go there everyday.
Hoping. Just hoping that she'll find me again.
She doesn't. She's too busy with him.
He doesn't matter. Not Cat. Not anyone. Just her.
Now it's graduation day. You pushed me away.
He broke up with you, he was using you, see.
He ran away with a mexican girl, I tried to warn you, Tori.
I waited. And waited for you to call. I waited for a year, Tori.
But of course, I was left disappointed.
I was fine. So I thought. Until that dreadful day.
I saw you. With a girl.
You kissed then walked away.
I couldn't believe my eyes.
I cried. I admit.
Big bad Jade West cried over you.
Does that make you happy..?
I need you, Tori Vega.
But what I need to learn is.. you don't need me.