What Could Have Been
By sanchie
Disclaimer: I don't own any of sailor moon. Never have never will. I have no money so don't sue me. Author's note: this is my first fan fiction. If you don't like the idea of two girls in love you might want to link to another story. If it doesn't bother you then please read on and hopefully enjoy.
What could have been if we had stayed together? Would we have been happy or sad? Are we better off or worse? Could our love have grown or worsen? I am still alone and think of you often. Many memories come to mind. Times of happiness and of sadness. I'll never regret our time together. I have never been happier than with you. Do you ever think of what could have been? Do you ever miss our time together? What could have been if I had stayed? Why did I let you push me away? What could have been if we had not listened to the world? I want to come back and find out what could have been. Do you ever wonder what could have been? Could we have been happy together? I want to know what could have been.
Ami looked at what she had just written in her lab-top. Even though she was a world-renowned doctor she found that her true passion was poetry. She had published her first collection when she was twenty-two. Now three years later she was working on her third collection. People always asked her who the person was in her poems. She always shrugged it off and said it was no one specific. Many thought it was Greg. Only Usagi, knew the truth.
Ami was in love with Makoto the famous chief. Makoto of course did not know. Ami fell in love with her from the first second she set her eyes on her. The two were the closest in their group of five. As time went on, Ami's feelings for the brunette became even stronger and out of fear she began to distant herself from Makoto. One day the distance was too great for Makoto to handle causing the two to have a fight which resulted in Makoto leaving. Neither have spoken since.
Ami often regretted her coward ness. If only she had told Makoto. She often thought of asking Usagi for her number but would chicken out every time she spoke with Usagi. Usagi was the only one who kept in touch with the old group. Everyone got their information from her. Thinking of Usagi reminded Ami that she was coming over soon. Ami turned off her lab top and set about making tea. Soon there was a knock on the door. Usagi had finally gotten to where she was on time for everything now. It still surprises Ami how this girl grew up from the first time she met her. Usagi still had some of the traits that made her Usagi, though.
"Ami how are you?" Spoke Usagi as she gave Ami a hug. "It's been awhile. Why haven't you called lately?"
Hey Usagi, well I've been busy getting these poems. I get them published next week." Ami said as they went to the couch.
As they sat down Usagi spoke. "Welp you are going to have to finish them at my house. Coz I will not have you missing another of my get togethers. Ami you've got to quit avoiding the girls. They all worry about you."
Ami got off the couch and looked out the window. "I don't know Usagi, I'm not sure if I can go. I have so much to do. And plus I have my day job to consider. I can't just run off you know that."
"Just say it Ami, you don't want to face Makoto. I've already check with the hospital. You have plenty of vacation time that you haven't used. Ami it's not healthy to cut everyone off and bury yourself in your work."
Ami still hesitated. "I don't know Usagi. I don't think I could face her. There's peace now I just want to live my life alone away from most people. Just work on my poetry and help take care of kids. I don't want to go Usagi, alright?"
Ami started to walk away when Usagi grabbed her arm. "Dammit! Ami don't you get it! Both of you are miserable! I'm not going to stand by any longer and watch you two wastes away. I'm tired of you being such a coward. You are going to come. You can write while at the mansion. We are all going to have a good time and get to know each other again. I'm tired of being the only one that still knows all four of you. So pack your bags and let's get going. Do you understand me?"
Ami could only nod dumbfounded and quickly went to get her things. She had never seen Usagi this angry before and didn't dare go against her queen's orders. Ami was afraid of going to this get together. Afraid of seeing Makoto again and owning up to the fight they had had all those years ago. Shaking her head, she followed Usagi out of her apartment and to her friend's home.
By sanchie
Disclaimer: I don't own any of sailor moon. Never have never will. I have no money so don't sue me. Author's note: this is my first fan fiction. If you don't like the idea of two girls in love you might want to link to another story. If it doesn't bother you then please read on and hopefully enjoy.
What could have been if we had stayed together? Would we have been happy or sad? Are we better off or worse? Could our love have grown or worsen? I am still alone and think of you often. Many memories come to mind. Times of happiness and of sadness. I'll never regret our time together. I have never been happier than with you. Do you ever think of what could have been? Do you ever miss our time together? What could have been if I had stayed? Why did I let you push me away? What could have been if we had not listened to the world? I want to come back and find out what could have been. Do you ever wonder what could have been? Could we have been happy together? I want to know what could have been.
Ami looked at what she had just written in her lab-top. Even though she was a world-renowned doctor she found that her true passion was poetry. She had published her first collection when she was twenty-two. Now three years later she was working on her third collection. People always asked her who the person was in her poems. She always shrugged it off and said it was no one specific. Many thought it was Greg. Only Usagi, knew the truth.
Ami was in love with Makoto the famous chief. Makoto of course did not know. Ami fell in love with her from the first second she set her eyes on her. The two were the closest in their group of five. As time went on, Ami's feelings for the brunette became even stronger and out of fear she began to distant herself from Makoto. One day the distance was too great for Makoto to handle causing the two to have a fight which resulted in Makoto leaving. Neither have spoken since.
Ami often regretted her coward ness. If only she had told Makoto. She often thought of asking Usagi for her number but would chicken out every time she spoke with Usagi. Usagi was the only one who kept in touch with the old group. Everyone got their information from her. Thinking of Usagi reminded Ami that she was coming over soon. Ami turned off her lab top and set about making tea. Soon there was a knock on the door. Usagi had finally gotten to where she was on time for everything now. It still surprises Ami how this girl grew up from the first time she met her. Usagi still had some of the traits that made her Usagi, though.
"Ami how are you?" Spoke Usagi as she gave Ami a hug. "It's been awhile. Why haven't you called lately?"
Hey Usagi, well I've been busy getting these poems. I get them published next week." Ami said as they went to the couch.
As they sat down Usagi spoke. "Welp you are going to have to finish them at my house. Coz I will not have you missing another of my get togethers. Ami you've got to quit avoiding the girls. They all worry about you."
Ami got off the couch and looked out the window. "I don't know Usagi, I'm not sure if I can go. I have so much to do. And plus I have my day job to consider. I can't just run off you know that."
"Just say it Ami, you don't want to face Makoto. I've already check with the hospital. You have plenty of vacation time that you haven't used. Ami it's not healthy to cut everyone off and bury yourself in your work."
Ami still hesitated. "I don't know Usagi. I don't think I could face her. There's peace now I just want to live my life alone away from most people. Just work on my poetry and help take care of kids. I don't want to go Usagi, alright?"
Ami started to walk away when Usagi grabbed her arm. "Dammit! Ami don't you get it! Both of you are miserable! I'm not going to stand by any longer and watch you two wastes away. I'm tired of you being such a coward. You are going to come. You can write while at the mansion. We are all going to have a good time and get to know each other again. I'm tired of being the only one that still knows all four of you. So pack your bags and let's get going. Do you understand me?"
Ami could only nod dumbfounded and quickly went to get her things. She had never seen Usagi this angry before and didn't dare go against her queen's orders. Ami was afraid of going to this get together. Afraid of seeing Makoto again and owning up to the fight they had had all those years ago. Shaking her head, she followed Usagi out of her apartment and to her friend's home.