The leaves on the tree slowly came drifting down, the cool air nibbling at her skin. She shivered, her hoodie only a layer thick, a thin one at that. Crossing her arms over her chest, she thought about what her year would be like, her first year at high school, after everything happened. She stood there, getting lost in memories, she shaked her head, trying to get rid of the unwanted memories.
She looked back at her dirty brown door, which seemed that would fall apart at any moment, making sure it's lock. Her house, one that looks like it has nothing valuable. Looking at it now, it seems hard to believe there once were people walking in and out. Much least stay overnight.
She turned her back to the house, and walked away from it, trying to calm her heartbeat down. She thought about everything that could possibly go wrong.
'Why only look at the bad stuff?' A small voice asked her.
'Because, the good part already happened, the only thing that can happen now is the bad. Life does this to everyone, life gives them a wonderful time for short amount of time, it gives them cookies, love. Then life beats them up, kills all the love, takes alway their cookies, and eats the cookies in front of them, mocking them.'
'But won't the good memories help out during the bad time?'
'Nope, I had a good time at middle school, now that I reached High School, it's just going to go bad.'
'You mean worse, ~all because of youuu~' A different voice point out to her.
'Shut it, it's too early in the morning to fight. I'll get a headache.'
'But isn't that why I'm here, to point out how stupid you are. It was bad already at middle school, you just made it worse. All because you were afraid and shy.'
She bit down on her lip, until her tongue felt a hot, ionry substance. She quickly took out her black headphones out of her midnight blue backpack. Putting her hair back, she put on her headphones, and hoodie, the hoodie being a faded blue color. She got out her Samsung Galaxy Note 5 out of the small pocket of her backpack. She turned on her Samsung, going to YouTube and putting on 'Smile Little Princess'. She was no Princess, there was no smile, but she was little for her age, 4" 10" for being a thirteen years old, almost fourteen.
She kept her head downwards, nothing wanting to have eye contact with anyone. She thought about what can of teachers she'll have, how much homework she'll have to do, what can of food they serve. Unlike others school, the school she's going to is a private school. So the food would mostly likely be delicious, and it'll be free. Well, at least for her, and others like her. As she thought about if she'll get some food for dinner, she got pushed to the ground, her headphones falling off, she heard laughing. Cursing herself for getting lost in her thoughts, and not paying attention to the streets.
"S-s-sorry." She apologized, not even needing to, since she wasn't the one who did that.
"Ssssss, what are you a snake." A honeyed voice told her. She lifted her head to see a blonde haired with green eyes. She was wearing a tight white shirt, a white shirt with an orange jumper. In anyone else it would looked like a geek, but with her, she looked pretty. A hand was around her waist, her eyes followed the hand to an arm, and that arm was attached to a brown haired guy with black eyes. He wore a long-sleeved purple shirt, a black necklace, dark blue pants and black converses.
He took one look at her, and laughed. Her face turn red, she looked downwards. But lifted her head to lock eye contact with the brown haired, in his eyes held only raged. But she saw something flickered in his eyes, yet as soon as it arrived, it left. They were staring at each other for some time.
"Hey, Gary do you know her?" The blonde asked him.
"I, Gary Oak, know someone as ugly as her, pssh no." He laughed. She got up, her head looking downwards, grabbing her her headphones. She was about to walk pass them, but got push down again.
"A snake like you belongs on the ground." The blonde giggled. The brunet laughed, holding the blonde's hand. Their laughter attracted a crowd around her. Soon they all laughed at her, and whispering among themselves. She felt tears burn her eyes, she hated to cry, eespecially on the first of school, in front of everyone. But she guess she deserves this, for what she had done to the people who once called her a loved one. Tears travel down her cheeks hitting the cement ground. Soon enough the bell rang, marking the sign of the first day at school.
Everyone left slowly, but surely. The last two to leave was the blonde and the brunet, just as they were walking alway from her, the brunet turn his head, and glared at her. She was sure it wouldn't be the last time, she'll see that glare.
Wiping her tears aways, and grabing all her stuff, she rushed through the mobs of students, and into the classroom she needed to get to. There was only a minute left for every student to get to class. She sat at the corner front, on her left a window. As she looked outside the window, kids started to enter the classroom. A person plopped down on the chair next to her.
She looked next to her and saw a girl with long silky brown hair, she's was wearing a red skirt that was a inch above her keens, she had a blue shirt with the out lines being red. She had green eyes, that should have seen bright green, but were a dull color, it looked to be in pain. And it was all her fault, she looked back to the window, knowing the girl next to her wouldn't want to talk to her. Soon enough the second bell rang meaning that class has started. The teaher called people names to insure they're here. And he called out for a girl name Leaf, and the girl beside her rose her hand. She had change her name, her look, everything about her has changed.
She took out her notebook, and pencil, not really paying attention to what the teacher says. Just writing little short stories inside her little notebook she always carrys around. Writing about things that could happen, about far away worlds, about an anime world. Oh how she wishes that she could rather live in those worlds than her own. Luckily the class ended , and she want on to her next class.
She easily passed the river of btiches, being small and quiet has it's advantageous. But bumped into someone on the way to her next class. She sliped into her English class and picked the same spot as her homeroom class. While waiting for the bell to ring, she wrote a different story from the story she was writing in her other class. Her head fill of all these stories, and new stories poping into her head every second, but never having enough time to write them all. She puts on her headphones and plays one of her favorite amv (anime music video). She doodles over one page, and writing little paragraphs to go with each drawing.
She heard a familiar laughter enter the room, she hid her notebook deep inside her backpack and her headphones as well. Knowing the laughter, and fully knowing who it was. She puts on her hoodie up, hoping to not be noticed. She peek out and saw the same boy from this morning, and a raven black hair with coffee brown eyes and tan skin, and seem to be average height, maybe just a inch or two taller. He was wearing a pain dark blue shirt with white shorts, and brown toms. And a boy with Lavender hair, with dark black eyes, seem to be the same height as the brunet, pale-ish skin and was wearing a dark violet purple shirt, that had long sleeves and dark black jeans, with black converse.
Another had crimson red hair, pale skin, and dark red eyes, was taller than the the rest, and was wearing a high-collared navy coat, dark violet pants, and navy converse. And the last boy was taller than the raven haired but shorter than the brunet. He had smooth white skin, with green hair, bright green eyes and was wearing a pain green shirt with brown khakis.
She looked away, not wanting to see their faces, or their smiles, which were obviously fake. Their real smile that she has ruin, the happiness she has stolen from them.
And then the bells rings, second period has now started. She takes out the required things for her class. Luckily it was English class her best and favorite class. The brunet and black haired boy set at the back of the class. She holds her pencil, ready to learn, excited to know who their teacher was. She heard that some of the most famous writers were here to teach. Soon enough every seat is being used, and the door opened to show the famous writer, Lance. She grinned, happy to be in the class, she and the other five boys were the only freshman in the class. She felt honor to be a year ahead in her favorite subject.
"Oh hello class, as some of you know, I'm Lance, the author of the infamous book A Second Chance. And as some of you sophomores see there are five intelligence freshman,could you five please stand up." And so she, the brunet, raven haired, lavender haired, and the green haired stood up. "I would like it if you treat them with respect." He stated, as everyone looked at them, not believing that the five males were freshman, and she seem to be the only short person in the class.
She felt her cheeks burn up, as she felt everyone's eyes on her. And some pairs of eyes glaring at the back of her head. Why did she stand out?, when all she wanted to do is become invisible. She heard whispers, some were 'Man she so short.' Or others were 'Hey isn't that the girl who cried in the morning." She cringe at those whispers, she just has to be label as a crybaby on her first day of school.
"Now, would you five introduced yourself." The teacher asked.
"The name's Gray, Gray Oak." The brunet flashed a smile, mosty aiming at the girls, which they fell for.
"I'm Ash Ketchum." The raven haired grinned, a grin that made both guys and girls smiled back.
"My name's Drew." The green haired flicked his hair in a charming manner, that seem to charm the girls as well.
"Paul." The Lavender haired grunt, rolling his eyes, which seem to work on the girls, while the guys seem to take it as challenge. Thinking that he thought they were just a waste of his time, not that he didn't think the girl only sigh, not wanting to introduce herself. She took a big breath.
"M-my..I'm-m..."