Summery: what if Jacob didn't come back after the pack went out and found Victoria?

Chapter 1- gone

BPOV

I waited in La Push as always, for Jacob to come home. His dad- Billy Black- was teasing me about him not coming back and as usual I didn't think much of it. The pack was out on a mission to find Victoria- my hunter- again. I was doing my homework when Billy's phone rang. I answered it before Billy rolled his wheelchair in, "Hello?" I asked. "Hey, Bella it's Sam, can I… can I talk to Billy?" Sam asked, in a shakey voice.

"Uh, sure, what's wrong?" I asked.

"Just… just put Billy on the phone, please." Sam said, trying not to be rude.

I nodded, even though he couldn't see. Put my hand on the phone part to talk into and yelled, "Billy! Phone for you! It's Sam! He sounds upset!" I called.

Billy's wheelchair came in, he didn't smile, I gave him the phone and went back to my homework:

E=5, B= 7 What is E squared plus B?

I tried to keep my mind on the homework, but something was wrong, I had to know what. I heard Billy was listening into the phone reciever, "Alright…. Yes… yeah thanks Sam… I understand… You didn't?…. Yes…. Alright thanks for calling…. Yeah bye." Billy said.

I turned around and tears were in his eyes.

He stared at me and turned around to leave. I got up, "Wait! What happened?" I asked Billy.

Billy turned his wheelchair around, his eyes were turning puffy from tears, "Bella… Bella, Jacob… Jacob went to find Victoria with the pack… they- they caught up with her." He said, his voice breaking.

I froze. Was everyone okay? Did they finally kill her? Was I finally free? "She… made it out… Bella… Honey… Jacob's dead."

I stared at him, not comprehending what he just said… like the words didn't mean anything… they were just words… then, I realized Jacob was gone… That's what he was saying… Jacob was gone… I stared at him for a long moment and then my heart nearly stopped, it was beating slowly and my breath wasn't coming in, I was struggling. Everything was shaking, like it was an earthquake. I realized my knees were shaking.

Tears spurted out of my eyes, "Bella…" Billy began, reaching out.

Suddenly, I found my voice but when I tried to speak no words came out, only sobs. I turned and ran, ran as fast as I could out the door, leaving everything there, I grabbed my car and got in. I turned the key in the ignition, shaking and left.

I raced my car down to the beach, this cant be happening! This isn't happening! I stomped the breaks when I realized I was about to fall off the cliff. I swerved the car and it stopped pointed away from the cliffs. The air bag blew out and I hit the steering wheel. Suddenly, the parking break was off and I went backwards. The car rolled off the cliff and I screamed.

I grabbed the door handle to open, but it was locked. I reached over to get the lock and the car hit the water. I didn't let all my air out, though, I held onto it. That's when I heard a voice, don't let go Bella, get out of the car! It ordered.

Edward? Oh, Edward! My minds playing tricks on me! I didn't care, I grabbed the handle, the car was filling up with water, I went to the top after undoing the seatbelt and took one last breath. Then the car was filled, I went down and tried to open the car door, after undoing the lock, dang it! It didn't work!

I pulled franticly to no avail. Then, I punched the glass, ouch! Suddenly, my air left my lungs and I was being filled with water. My eyes fell closed and I heard a shatter of glass….

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