Allen Walker is a manipulative bitch who claws his way into everyone's heart, and Kanda refuses to fall victim to that kind of scheme.
Allen tilted his head that fraction of a millimeter, silver hair tousled and shifting with the slight weight that is gravity forcing it to move with him his soot covered face smiling and opens his mouth to speak words that should honestly be kept un spoken, "Welcome back Kanda"
Kanda looked at the younger man before him, the swordsman didn't flinch hearing that underlying tone knowing that it held more.
Allen stared up at Kanda like always silently cursing his inability to grow just a fraction of an inch taller so he can wipe the cocky smirk off the swordsman's face, or just too slightly rub in that he was bigger than Kanda for once. "Are you hungry? Jerry went on a spree and cooked all these different foods the cafeterias packed, and no one can finish them off." he says smiling dishonestly like always.
"Not really" Kanda stated walking away from the younger he had, had enough of that little brat looking at him with those eyes. He knew that soon he would be gone forever, and the thought of not having fights with the beansprout were the worst thoughts. Kanda would be damned if he admitted that willingly or out loud. His attention was turned towards Allen again when he realized that Allen was in fact speaking to him.
"..Kanda..." Allen's voice lowered just an octave, the worst , very rare, "...would you please eat with me..." truthfully Jerry had gone on a spree but for a totally different reason...a loud mouth rabbit had just accidentally gossiped around that today...the 25th of December was his birthday. Allen's dreaded day,"...I thought y'know maybe...since I'm turning 18...you'd join me for something to eat" he murmured silver-grey eyes looking down with a silent conformity that was and is Allen Walker. Not only a day of joy but of bitter sadness of abandonment and Allen found only Kanda could share that distasteful memory and understand it.
Kanda stared at Allen looking him over, trying to think of the best possible way to approach the current situation, He sighed he knew that something was up with the kid. December 25th the worst day for him, could Kanda say no? "I guess, but only for a little while" Why was he so powerless against Allen he would never know.
Allen smiled and walked up beside him," We can stop at your room so you can clean up I'm sure you don't want to be seen right after a mission looking so dishevelled and tired." leave it to Allen to see past Kanda's hard bitter exterior to notice the weary eyes, slightly sagged shoulders, and tense knots.
Kanda was shocked that Allen could see how tired he was, but then again this creature always knew just what was bothering him. Without saying a word he started to walk towards his room 'The smell of akuma is too strong on me today as well' Kanda thought distastefully.
Allen could smell it too, but respectfully did not mention it to Kanda out of respect he didn't need to voice what Kanda already knew."..." he closed his mouth without voicing his concerns about being a year older what made 18 so different from 17...the difference was 18 could mean his number was literally up within the Black Order. Though he secretly felt relieved that Link had given him benefit of the doubt and let him wander freely about the order without being constantly under suspicion all because it was December 25th.
As they quietly walked towards Kanda's room Kanda took notice of everything about Allen the way the silver strands of hair moved with every step, the deep nervous breaths he was taking almost as if thinking of something important, how the heat from Allen's body seeped towards him. Kanda needed a shower bad!
When Kanda was prepared to go to the showers Allen spoke again after the long deafening silence,"...would you like me to carry anything for you?" he questioned softly. It was unlike Allen to offer to carry anything for him considering they were usually fighting or avoiding one another on a normal basis.
Kanda smirked ' I might as well have some fun' slowly starting to strip Kanda placed his jacket on Allen's shoulders almost snickering at the way the coat was just a little too large for Allen, god when had Allen gotten so skinny. He then slowly started to undo his many belts as he opened the door to his room stepping in and waiting for Allen to follow
Allen blinked and followed taking the jacket off his shoulders and holding it in his arms wondering if Kanda was being a jerk and just playing a twisted game of dress up, He wouldn't know as he silently and obediently followed the black stallion.
Walking into the showers Kanda slowly started to strip, taking of the belts of his pants and zipping down the fly and slowly exposing his chest to the younger man behind him.
Allen froze inside the showers and gulped silently, before resigning himself too just closing his eyes temptation without consequences was a fair choice indeed but temptation with a violent swordsman equalled nothing but misery at the tip of a sharp sword.
Kanda not being shy turned on the showers and stepped in. Sighing he let out a long breath. The feeling of the hot water touching his aching muscles was so soothing that he could hardly stand it
After a few moments something gently pressed against Kanda's back massaging the tightened and knotted muscles out of the tense swordsman's back. Allen against his better judgement had stepped into the awaiting lion's den, to try and sooth Kanda more his back looking so tense. Allen marvelled for a moment Kanda's back was so big.
Kanda leaned into those hands that were making their way through his body." You know I think we finally found a good use for you Moyashi"
"Shut up." came his reply as he continued and stopped for a moment pressing his wet forehead against Kanda's back thankful for the water pouring down on them both he reached an arm around Kanda's waist to retrieve the sweet smell that was Kanda's soap.
Slowly Kanda placed his hands on Allen's and with lightning speed brought the boy into the showers pressing him against the shower wall and started to nibble the exposed neck before him
Allen blushed and closed his eyes and leaned his face down some to kiss Kanda despite better judgement...his judgement really was senseless.
Kanda leaned in and took hold of Allen's mouth conquering it with his hot tongue. His arms wrapped around the smaller male pulling him close. Kanda took Allen's legs and wrapped them around his waist and hoisted him up so he was pressed between him and the shower wall.
Allen held on not needing to tighten his grip, for some reason he felt as though Kanda wouldn't drop him. He continued the kiss, tangling his fingers in the long wet blueish-black strands of Kanda's hair.
Kissing down Allen's jaw line he kissed a line to the small ear taking it in his mouth and tracing a hand slowly across Allen's chest and started to unbutton Allen's wet shirt tickling the exposed skin with his fingertips.
Allen would need to retrieve dry clothes from his room before they went to the cafeteria where everyone was still preparing. He'd spied it earlier.
"Come on pay attention to me" Kanda pinched a perk nipple "or I might have to stop"
"Ngh...I'm...sorry" he murmured and ran his hands down Kanda's back slowly caressing the sore muscles delicately as he ground their hips together creating a pleasant friction.
Kanda moaned into Allen ear "that's better" Kanda's hand moved lower following the path of water that was forming and started to zip down Allen's fly taking out the hard member before him.
"Mm..." he sighed softly glad he'd removed his boots and socks before daring to over step the threshold of the shower.
Kanda ran his hand up and down the member before him, he slid the pants down to Allen's ankles and started to rub their exposed self's together squeezing Allen hard.
Allen stepped from the clothes leaving himself exposed before the well-toned swordsman suddenly his kisses became fiercer, hotter, and more needy. "Bakanda..." he breathed as he sighed, "...please..." he said hoping he wouldn't have to speak any more hoping Kanda understood.
Kanda sped up his pace, rubbing their erections faster and harder. He brought his fingers up to Allen's mouth and pressed them past the silvertte's lip, "suck" he ordered non to kindly, but Allen was more than willing to comply. Once Kanda deemed his fingers completely lubricated with Allen's saliva he pressed him against the wall a bit tighter. Lowering his hand his finger's found Allen's entrance and without wasting another moment he slid the first finger into the lithe teen to prepare him.
Now Kanda may have been a rough lover, but he was a careful lover too. He always took precautions when dealing with Allen, always afraid to break the smaller exorcist. "Ka…Kanda" he heard Allen groan out. "Shh…let me deal with it just feel." He muttered against Allen's ear. "M'kay…"
After a few thrusts he added a second finger and soon a third, making sure to stretch Allen's entrance well enough that it wouldn't hurt when he received him.
"Are you ready?" he questioned and received a swift nod from Allen who'd pressed his face into the crook of the Samurai's neck to hide his face from him. Kanda knowing he wouldn't receive any more for an answer quickly positioned himself at Allen's entrance and looped an arm under Allen's left leg to expose him more. "Deep breaths" he said reminding Allen not to tense up or it would hurt, pressing his right hand to the wall where he'd looped his arm under Allen's leg began to slowly push into Allen. He heard Allen take a quick breath as his arms tightened around his neck; he felt himself move past the tight ring of muscle and made a sigh of relief too low for Allen to hear over the pounding rush of the hot water pelting them from above.
The hard part was over now that he'd gained access to Allen's body. He pushed himself completely inside the other and began to move without warning but the moans of pleasure renewed his vigor in the moment and he set a pace. Though it didn't stay controlled long, it quickly melted into frantic thrusts and harsh kisses that would leave bruises later. Kanda laid hickeys and bites over Allen's pale flesh without much concern, not really caring who might see them. Allen was a young and healthy boy so it wouldn't be unusual to people who saw them. They'd probably write it off as Allen having fun in town, they were exorcist's not priest's; not exactly sworn to celibacy [1].
"Ka…nda" Allen groaned out softly and swallowed hard, "..Close" he whimpered and Kanda picked up the pace and grabbed Allen's erection between them and stroked it slowly trying to make sure both of them would finish together and began biting every trace of skin his mouth could reach.
Allen twitched before he saw stars," ungh!" he came against their stomachs with a cry.
Breathing heavy Kanda mumbled his release against the boy and slowly lowered him down to the floor. Allen gratefully sunk to his knee's unable to stand, Kanda had made them feel just like jelly with that display of affection. Kanda pulled Allen close as he grabbed the soap and started to clean up "I'm home Moyashi"
Allen glanced up slightly through wet white hair," Welcome home...Yuu".
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When they were cleaned dressed and warm Allen made his way into the cafeteria first so he would receive the blunt of the loud noises and congratulations plastering upon his face a fake smile before Kanda would walk in.
After getting dressed Kanda slowly slipped into the cafeteria and watched as Allen got glomped by the rabbit and hugged by Lenalee and yelled at by Komui. Kanda stood back against the wall this was his spot where he belonged on the outside looking in
The night was Merry filled with antic's congratulations, games, and laughter. It wasn't to last thought because Allen's heart was heavy.
After a bit Allen stood before Kanda staring at him again mouthing some words silent ones that could make or break their situations...Allen had found a way out finally A way out, 'good-bye' he would mouth silently unheard by the bustling of voices before he would turn and slip through the crowd and into the hall walking towards his room,"...Ave Maria Gratia plena" he sang to himself it seemed just slightly appropriate for the situation.
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A/N: nyah! My second fan fiction ever it's been about six years since I last posted a fic but lately I've really been into DGM. Since its summer I also have a lot more time for stories I need to give credit to my friend who helped give me the inspiration needed to write this it's going to hopefully be a continuing story!
[1] Celibacy -abstention from sexual relations.
Please review! Constructive criticism is welcome too. (Hands out Soba and Dango)