I'll Always Be, a twilight fanfic

Ok, this is not a new story. This is, in fact, my first Twilight fanfic. A month or two ago, it got deleted (for reasons totally unrelated and ridiculous)
And I finally went to my mom's computer to upload it back in. So yeah.
First Twilight fanfic, followed by My Apology Pales. Sooo yeah.

(A note: My profile is ducking up and I can't edit it which sucks horribly. I just want to let all you readers know that I might not be able to update as much, as my mom has limited me to 2 hours of computer (WTF!) so yeah. I'll try my hardest to update a lot this month, since I will be concentrating on NaNoWriMo next month. But I have other things to do. College, bass guitar lessons, stuff. So yeah. I'm sorry but I'll try... Shutting up now.)

Enjoy my first Twilight fanfic that got deleted. Lol.

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Hey! OMG! It's my first Twilight fanfic! Not my first fanfic though. Just my first TWiLiGHT fanfic!

OK, I know I said I probably wasn't going to write one. Note: I said "probably"... but it just came to me!

It's a songfic."Right Here" by Hawk Nelson. Last night, I had been listening to this song and it was just speaking to me. It was saying "Jacob" so anyway, today, I just had an idea and a pen. And some paper. So voila! I really hope it doesn't suck. Sorry for the long A/N. This fic may be a one-shot, 'cause I just had the idea... I wasn't planning on going anywhere with it. I do not own the Twilight series, and I do not own Hawk Nelson or any of their songs.

I'll Always Be

Chapter One

Jacob's POV

After a couple hours of running, I finally got tired. I slowed down and headed toward my house. Running certainly helped calm me down and clear my head, but I still thought of her.

Her.

Isabella Marie Swan.

My beautiful Bella.

Only not mine, because she's going to marry that filthy, condescending bloodsucker.

I really wish she knew what was best for her. Who was best for her.

She made her decision, Jacob.

Shoot! I forgot I was still phased as a werewolf. Sam could hear all of my thoughts.

In the distance, I saw my house and I phased back to human form.

Darn it! Why am I so stupid? I should have realized that I was still a werewolf! I should have thought of other things! Ugh.

But I can't.

Every time I try, my mind fills itself with her.

I neared the door to my house, being quiet. I carefully opened the door in case Billy was asleep. I snuck into my room, closed the door, and turned my desk light on. After changing, I sat down and closed my eyes. As much as I tried not to think about Bella, every single thing reminded me of her.

I sighed.

Running didn't completely help. Maybe I should try writing. I picked up a pen and some paper and began.

When I was done, I wasn't exactly sure how much time had gone by. An hour? Maybe two.

I looked at the paper in front of me, trying to decipher it. Finally, I realized it was a song.

Every time I see you, I can see right through you
Knowing I could never change your mind
I look into your eyes for the last time
I have realized for the first time
While everyone is around I'll take a moment
To let you know that I'm down
Have all my questions been ignored?
This time I'm walking out the door

I don't know if I'll ever know why
Or hear the sound when angels cry
What you said to me late last night
I'll remember for the rest of my life
Every night when I close my eyes
I see the ways that you've touched my life
And I want you to know that I'll
Always be right here

Time stands still, so do I, leave me here
But for now I will go and I won't say nothing
Every time I hear that sound it reminds me that
You're always hanging around
Have all my questions been ignored?
This time I'm walking out the door

These are the days these are the moments that pass us by
We ask the questions but we never really find out why
Pull my card right from the bottom
Reminds me of the things we've forgotten
That road trip we took back in autumn
The time we left and went back and got 'em
These are the days these are the moments that pass us by

I don't know if I'll every know why
Or hear the sound when angel's cry
What you said to me late last night
I'll remember for the rest of my life
Every night when I close my eyes
I see the ways that you've touched my life
And I want you to know that I'll
Always be right here

Hmm. I didn't know I could do that. All I did was write out my feelings of Bella's decision, and some memories we shared.

Er, I actually don't know what I wrote.

In my head, it was different. But it seems like the words on paper were some of what I was feeling. How we had fun, and she chose that leech, but if she ever wants me, I'll be right here.

I just can't believe I had the ability to do that.

It's certainly not what I was thinking.

More like fragments, twisted around to rhyme.

I studied the words until I memorized them, wondering if i could write music to go with the words. But I was too tried to try tonight.

I turned off my light and scarmbled into bed.

When I fell asleep, I was replaying the lyrics in my mind and thinking of her.

That's the end.

I really hoped you liked it. PLEASE REVIEW. I don't know if I can make more or not. I will try. Sorry it's kinda short. It's longer in my mind. But I can never seem to write details. Even though details are important in my life. That's why I'm not a writer. lol.

You should check out the song, too. It's really cool. HN rocks. This song just fit Jacob in my head. That's why I wrote this. If not for this song, I wouldn't have bothered writing about Jacob. I love Edward.

lol.

Ok, why are my notes longer than the actual story? I need to shut up. Sorry.

REVIEW!!

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