Disclaimer: Of course I don't own Naruto, if I did do you think I'd spend my time sitting here writing fanfics?

Warnings: Rape, angst, violence, death, yaoi

Summary: in later chapters.

Pairings: Sasunaru?-naru, Itanaru, slight kakairu

Hehe, just let me warn you before you even begin reading that this is my first fan fiction. I have read so many I can't count them. Although I happen to love it, I won't promise you'll think it's good. Any and all comments are appreciated and also, please correct me if I did something wrong. Good criticism is always appreciated and it has yet to be beta'd! This fic is in no way nice to poor naru-chan! I'm so sorry! I love him, and he is my favorite character, but I also have a horrible side of my brain that enjoys reading about him being in pain...please forgive me!

Sasuke: major nose bleed

Naruto: Nani! What the hell are you writing!

Kari: I'm so sorry naru-chan! I promise you a happy ending!

'Where is everybody...why are they always gone...why isn't someone here to help me...'

Those thoughts barely had time to surface in the young blonde's mind as he ran, cutting the corner on the familiar path. He wasn't sure why he was running there, but he knew regardless he would be helped. He just had to make it there before...

"Did you really think you could get away, demon?"

To late. The short boy, no older than twelve, stared up with frightened blue eyes at the large man blocking his way. He couldn't see the man's voice behind the anbu mask he wore, though the small boy wasn't stupid enough to believe the man was an anbu, because he was still clad in his chuunin vest. All the same, he was still much bigger and more experienced the young boy before him. He was barely a genin, and could hardly defend himself. His body froze as he felt big hands wrap around his tiny wrists and yank his arms behind his back forcefully. He looked back at the other man, also sporting an ANBU mask.

The boy couldn't suppress a shiver as the other two showed up behind the one holding him. They were out of breath and cursing him. One of them walked up, turning so he was facing the young boy. He adjusted his ANBU mask and looked down menacingly at him before kneeing the small boy in the stomach. He felt pain shoot through his body as he jerked forward, what breath he had left escaping in a short cough. The man just smiled down at him, even though the mask hid his mouth he could tell by the look in the man's eyes that he was.

"That's what you get for making us run, you demon brat" The man cupped his chin, making the small boys fearful blue eyes meet his greedy ones, "But don't worry, Naruto-chan, we'll make it so you don't ever have to run again...we'll make all the pain go away...along with your sorry existence!"

Naruto could hear the malice in the man's voice as he spoke the last few words and he felt tears welling up in his eyes. He was scared, really scared. Many of the villagers had beat him, and kicked him around, but none had ever tried to actually kill him. Suddenly he was being picked up by the man holding his arms. He followed the other three men into a dark alley, Naruto tucked underneath his arms. Before he knew what was happening he was thrust against the wall of the alley. His head hit the hard surface with a thud, making the tears he had tried to keep at bay down his scarred cheeks.

"Look, the monster's crying..." one of them said, tracing his fingers across his cheek, "Let's give him a real reason to cry."

The way this man spoke scared Naruto even worse. His voice was laced with lust as his eyes scanned over Naruto. He reached down to his hollister and pulled out a kunai, slowly tracing it along Naruto's shirt, successfully cutting it in two. He lifted the boy up, stripping his shirt off and letting his hands roam over the exposed chest. Naruto was really a beauty, though people rarely noticed. His unruly blonde hair mimicked the color of the sun, reminding all that looked at it of warm sunshine, and his eyes were the most amazing shade of blue. You could easily get lost in them, just as if you were staring up at the sky. His skin was a covered in a natural tan. He was really skinny, though few noticed because he usually wore his baggy orange jacket, mostly resulting from his lack of food. He was, as much as he hated it, still an orphan. Many of his classmates figured he was plump underneath his orange get up because he was masterful at bumming money off them for ramen. Though truthfully, that was the only time he ate. He found himself begging his father-like sensei or one of his teammates to treat him to ramen, and they always assume he was just too much of a bum to buy his own. There were many days that he went without food, but most of the time the old man Ichiraku who owned the ramen stand would treat him. He was one of the few villagers that showed the boy kindness.

As he felt the man tug at his pants what was happening dawned on the boy. They were going to rape him. His eyes widened in fear and shock as his pants were torn off of him, boxers and all. Suddenly the man stood up. Naruto felt all there eyes on him, boring into his naked body. He was shaking uncontrollably and tears rolled down his face. He heard the rustling of clothes before the largest of the men lifted him again. He was pulled up to his knees as the man stood in front of him, his erect member a few centimeters from Naruto's face. Before he could figure out what was happening one of the men hit the back of his head, causing him to jerk forward and the man's cock was shoved into his mouth. Naruto gagged as the flesh was pushed down his throat. He could hear the man moan above him as he grabbed a fistful of the blonde hair, jerking Naruto's head back and forth. He could feel the bile rise in his throat as the man fucked his mouth. The tears that ran down his cheeks dripped off his chin, falling down to his fingertips. He tried to twitch but his hands remained still. He couldn't move. Suddenly the man's grip on his hair tightened, causing his tears to fall a bit faster as the man sped up. He was thrusting himself in and out of Naruto's mouth so fast that Naruto could barely breath. Then it happened. Naruto felt the thick liquid shoot down his throat, choking him in the process. The man pulled out of him, letting the small boy fall to the floor. Naruto coughed, trying to breathe as the foul tasting liquid started traveling back up his throat. He turned, throwing up on the cold ground, his breathes coming out in sobs between puking and coughing. His throat was burning from the intrusion.

As soon as the men were sure that the boy was done being sick, he was jerked back up. The largest of the group stood back, waiting anxiously for his next turn as the man who had gotten rid of Naruto's clothes suddenly jerked his arms behind his back again and began tying them roughly. Once he was done, he cupped the boys small chin in his hand, bringing the brilliant blue eyes to meet his own.

"The medicine should ware off soon, so be a good little demon and don't struggle too much..." The man smiled wickedly, sending shivers down Naruto's spine. He was turned around abruptly and thrown on to his stomach. He heard the rustling of clothes once more and suddenly froze in fear. He could feel the man pulsating length drag along his entrance. The man traced his fingers across Naruto's entrance just before forcing a finger in. Naruto screamed out as he felt the sudden intrusion.

"Do you like that, monster?" the man exclaimed, shaking in excitement and lust. He withdrew his finger and wrapped his hand around his cock, slowly guiding down to the tight hole. He shoved himself inside the boy just before Naruto let out a blood curdling scream. He had never felt pain like that. He let out large sobs mixed with incoherent pleas for them to stop as the man threw his head back in the pleasure of having his large member inside the virgin boy.

"Fuck! He's so tight!" the man cursed, throwing his head back as he pulled himself out then shoved back in, each time ripping a heartbreaking scream from the boy. He made a steady rhythm, the pain just as great each time.

'Why...' Naruto thought in between his screams, 'Doesn't anyone hear my screams...why doesn't anyone help me...why are they doing this to me...why me...'

Yes I know it's short, I'm so sorry! I'll try and post the next chapter when ever I can. Please review, even if it's nothing nice, it's still greatly appreciated. Also, yes, he was running to Sasuke's house. This is after the chuunin exam but Itatchi never showed up and Sasuke never left