I just wanted to be with Yuu
The world of falling rain drops, irritated my eyes. Since I was already crying, as I gripped his hand, trying to hold on to that peace we had finally discovered.
Since the beginning I wanted to be by Yuu-chan's side.
It happened so quick, we were fighting off anyone who opposed our strengths of being together but then, when I turned, we both were caught off guard when - when Yuu was stabbed through, which the tip of the blade touched my chest but did not pierce it.
He had become my shield.
I remember the world becoming dark, and Yuu.
I told him to go.
To run.
To be free.
Even if I couldn't escape this hell, at least he would be able to have a chance . . .
So I had died with that wish for him to be safe, but in the end.
I became the enemy.
"Yuu-chan!" I cried out holding him close, blade discarded, for his eyes to stare into mine. I could see that he knew, he wouldn't recover. This was the end.
"Don't you dare idiot. Were going to -"
"Mika. I'm sorry."
When I saw him that day, as he stabbed me through in anger, I never thought my heart could beat again, but it did.
In that moment, I believed in miracles.
Yuu-Chan was here.
"You can't leave me. Yuu, were almost there. Just please hold on."
"Hey."
His smile caused the first tear to fall from my eye onto his face.
"Can vampires cry?"
"No. We don't feel."
Reaching up, he crossed an x over his chest to do the same to mine.
"Mika?"
"Hm?"
Yuu grabbed my hand, to entwine our fingers.
"I missed you."
"X marks the spot right? I love you Mika."
"Run away with me!"'
"I can't."
"Don't you dare say goodbye."
"I didn't, I said I loved you."
Why was this world so cruel?
The raindrops came but I could not react to anything.
I wonder where he is now?
I held him close, not ever wanting to let go.
Will we ever see each other again?
All of that pain, that struggle of not becoming a monster, that was all for you.
I just wanted to be with . . .
Staring up at a grey sky . . .I thought.
I just wanted to be with Yuu