Who would of know that I would be sitting here trying to blink back these threatening tears of mine.
As I gazed slowly at the screen in front of me, nothing absolutely nothing was being shown or was being watched I should say. The pass events replayed painfully in my head. How could I have been so stupid to think someone of her status could be see with someone of mine. I was a pathetic boy, who was soft spoken and tried to avoid the crowds when she strived for them. It wasn't a match, it was a full on fling for her, but for me I was falling-I fell, but instead of into her arms but unto the cold titled floor that was icy just like her.
I slowly brushed away the salt-based tears that somehow manage to cascade down mine own pools.
I cant believe it, all those comments, all those sneaking off meant nothing. She faked-everything.
She faked liking me, she faked caring she faked- *buzz, buzz* the train of thought was interrupted as I peeked to my cell phone, the phone clearly said "ELI" but I couldn't stop the buzzing I couldn't pick up the phone and click send at least not now. A few minutes later I received a text "Adam, text me back ASAP- Eli" But I knew when I was ready he was there to listen, but I couldn't now I was too embarrassed. I was ashamed to show my face to him, not because he would judge me but because I hyped up this 'relationship' so much that I should of know it was all a lie before I got my fell head first.
Rubbing my red-trimmed eyes and forcing myself of the couch I made my way upstairs and to my room, the darkness consumed me but it was alright, I'm sure if there was any lighting in this room I would have been more depressed because no lighting could ever measure to how much she radiated-NO BAD DO NOT THINK OF HER. I limped to my bed and placed myself head first on the pillow and wiped my last tears for the night (I hope so) trying to erase those big blue eyes of her from my memory, shutting my eyes and let the darkness around me consume me…
Author's note:
Meh sorry if it sucked but eh, oh well I recently got my heart crushed and was being used, then I thought of Adam and how Fiona used him so yeah.