This fanfic was inspired by "I Am Not That Girl", a video by Buzzfeed. I saw it and it immediately inspired me and really hit me in the feels. I immediately wanted to write a fanfic inspired by it, and i had already wanted to write something Haruhi x Kyoya. So, i present,
not that girl.
a fanfic
Haruhi sat in english class, somewhat bored. She had never extremely loved books, despite her somewhat nerdy appearance. She sat at her table, staring at her female classmates talking about some boy. Haruhi had never been one to talk about boys. Well, obviously she couldn't since everyone except the hosts thought she was male.
But even before then, she had never talked like that girl.
The girls were wearing makeup and had their hair done so beautifully that it looked like it was professionally done. Haruhi had never worn makeup unless she was forced to, and she usually just washed and brushed her hair to avoid smell and knots. She had never even been to a hair salon or a facial. She had never looked like that girl.
The bell rang and it was time to go the the host club. As she walked down the halls, she looked at the girls walking down the halls. They all looked so confidently. They walked own the halls knowing they looked amazing. She had never felt like that girl.
As she walked into Music Room #3, she looked at the girls sitting down with the other hosts. They were graceful, elegant, and cheery. They were so innocent and seemed to had never gone through a rough day in their whole lives. She had never lived like that girl.
She sat down next to Kyoya as he typed away on his computer. He noticed the sad look in her eyes, despite her smile. "What seems to be the problem?" He asked her. Haruhi sighed and held back a tear. "I'm not that girl that can talk with other girls and feel normal. I'm not that girl that always looks flawless. I'm not that girl that doesn't feel insecure about every little thing. I'm not that girl tha-"
"But Haruhi." Kyoya laughed as he shut his laptop and stood up.
"You don't have to be."