A/N: I wrote this a while back and posted on AFISlash... Decided to cross-post this... this is a slash story, Javey to be exact and this is also a death fic...you have been warned.
Prelude 12/21
We all wish we were someone else.
See that guy walking his dog down the street? He's hiding a lie from his wife. Every weekend he spends his paycheck on hookers and getting drunk at the bar.
And that girl out on the corner of Freemont Street, her long sleeves hide her scars from when she was a teen.
Now you might be wondering how could a guy like me know all this and if you're not, then it's about time you do.
My story started about 15 years ago, back when it all began. Feel free to join me but watch your step, you never know what goes on in these woods.
A Wolf in Sheep's Clothing
He was my wolf, my enemy.
We were forbidden to be together.
He was my predator
And I was his prey.
Sheep and wolves should never mix.
Yet he had a control over me.
My wolf in sheep's clothing
Was harmless
We were in love
A forbidden love
No one understood
They shot him
My wolf that is
Saying he was a devil in disguise
And he needed to pay for what he did to me.
I didn't cry
Even when he went cold in my arms;
Bloody and lifeless
I laid him down onto the ground,
I had to move on.
Stranger Outside
The smoke billows outside the door
Covering your clothes as soon as you enter
The loud obnoxious music pumps out the speaker
It's like you've been here before
You can't recall
Have you?
Wait, what's that?
Someone is calling you, you're certain, but who?
The smoke fogs your vision making it harder for you to walk
There it is
A cloaked figure
But why are they walking away?
Should You Follow Them?
You're led outside
Their pulling off their hood
But before you can see who it is
You're awoken
I guess they aren't meant to be figured out.
It wasn't unusual
This figure appeared every night
And there you were like always,
Here to comfort me,
But tonight your side of the bed is cold
You've been long gone for three years now.
Our Sick Story (Thus Far)
Its fifteen years later
Today marks the 10 year pass of your death.
I remember everything
You've always been there for me
You were more than my lover.
You were my gem, my Jade, my beauty.
My best friend who was also my lover
The whole world seemed to disappear when I was with you.
When news broke out
The people didn't understand
They took you away;
Away from everyone who cared about you.
I never got to see my lover again
Until now…
A Dark Congregation
On your grave I laid
My eyes lidded with sleep
Snow covers me now.
Here (in your arms)
Together at last
This is how it's meant to be
"I've waited for you, I've waited to long"
You hold me tight and I never want to let go
And the best part is I'll never have to.
This is how we are supposed to be
Here in your arms
I finally feel free.
In Love and Death
The articles were published today
'Two Lovers Found Dead In the Snow'
The headlines read
'A love that was never meant to be in this world caused the death of these two men'
People don't understand
They never have
We will always be together
You Can't Break Us Apart
Together Forever
In Love and Death
Comments and criticism are welcomed. And if you find any mistakes in any of the poems, feel free to tell me. I do not own any of the song titles used in this story or the characters, this is all fiction.
