A/N: All characters belong to Stephanie Meyer. I wish they belonged to me..

Okayyy! THIS IS REALLY LONG! I'm sorry I couldn't stop writing. There is going to be a twist in this story and its going to be different. Okay, please please please review!! I would greatly appreciate it. :]

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Chapter 1

Bella's POV

"Edward!" I screamed as I ran in the Cullen house. "Edward Cullen get down here NOW!" I yelled as my voice bounced off the mansion walls, echoing through the whole house. Just then Alice popped her head from around the corner with a nervous smile.

"Bella Mia!" She smiled holding out her arms for a hug. I glared at her.

"I'm sure you gave him the usual warning that something was coming. Something that was going to painfully hurt him. Where is he?" I asked tapping my foot impatient. She sighed and pointed to the closet down the hall.

"HA!" I yelled with victory. I opened the closet and Edward looked at me with a sheepish grin. "Edward Cullen." I said in an evil tone.

"Hey Bella! How are you!" He smiled.

"Don't gimme any of that! You crossed the line today Edward. I know being your best friend and all you have an opinion to whom I may or may not date, but let me remind you that it is only an opinion that is needed. What you did was completely immature and uncalled for." I said giving a big speech.

"Bella, you don't want to know what he was thinking tod-" He tried to say with a smile

"Edward," I said holding up my hand in his face, stopping his talking, "I know you don't like him for some reason that I cannot explain… but that doesn't give you the reason to put a pigeon in his locker. I mean come on, grow up, act like an adult. He tried nothing but to be a friend to you and you had to pull a stunt like that. You should be ashamed." I said. He tried to inch away but I pulled him by the shirt.

"And where do you think you're going!?" I asked. He sighed and walked back in front of me, caught.

I wasn't even scratching the surface.

"Not only have you embarrassed him, but you embarrassed me as well. We got in a fight today because of you. I even tried to defend you for reasons I don't know. And after I promised to keep your secret a secret! I could just go right now and say 'HEY EVERYONE EDWARD CULLEN IS A VAMPIRE! HE HATES HUMAN BOYS!', and then the whole town will be running after you with pitchforks and such." I said continuing without delay. Edward kept sighing and sighing.

"What exactly do you have to say for yourself Edward!?" I yelled throwing my arms up in frustration.

"Bella, love." He started to say. His arm went around my waist, he pulled me close until his hard stomach was on mine tightly. I looked up at him and he put his free hand on my cheek. "I'm sorry, I'm truly and deeply sorry and I never meant to cause you stress, but there is something about him that is wrong. With all of Alice's visions of him breaking your heart, I just can't let that go." He said deeply.

"Edward…" I said calmed down looking in his dark eyes. "The future always changes. Remember when you were going to ask me to prom and you never did?" I asked smiling. His face dropped. He looked at me seriously now.

"Who told you about that?!" He asked letting me go.

"Who else?"

With that he ran off in the blink of an eye screaming, "EMMETT!!!!!" threw the entire house. I thought it was adorable that he was going to ask me, and I was hoping he would. I love the fact he gets jealous of my boyfriends who I would dump in a second for him. I wouldn't have to think twice. The only reason I date those boys at my high school is to make him jealous. Which it does, and that leads to a lot of destruction. Wait…

HOW DID I GET OUT OF YELLING AT HIM!?

I groaned with irritation for my ways of being swooned and walked down the hall.

Carlisle was working at the hospital still and Emse was sitting and watching TV. I waved and she smiled when she saw me and ran up to hugged me. I don't know where anyone else is and that can't mean good things.

Then the whole house shook like an earthquake. I rolled my eyes. I heard Emse giggle quietly as she sat back on the couch and mumble something my human ears couldn't hear.

"EDWARDDDDDDDDDDDD! LEAVE EMMETT ALONEEEEEEEE!!!!!!" I yelled. I walked in the kitchen to see Edward and Emmett on the floor fighting and messing up the whole kitchen. I whistled really loud and the both looked up at me, then they stood up quickly. Emmett punched Edward's arm, it sounded like lightning. Edward growled and pushed him roughly.

"Enough! Emmett go with Rose, now. Edward, go in the corner. You're in timeout." I said.

My lip quivered trying not to laugh at Edwards face. Emmett threw a muffin on the counter that Emse baked at Edward's face and ran out of the room. Edward put his fist in the air as a warning. I crossed my arms and sighed.

"Bella." Edward whispered looking at me when his show of dominance was over.

"Your 17 years old, no wait, let me rephrase, you are 104 years old and your acting like a five year old." I said.

He walked up to me and wrapped his arms around me. His dark eyes looked into my brown ones, locking them there. He kissed my forehead and flashed me a crooked smile. "I'm sorry, I don't mean to upset you. Can you forgive me?" He whispered smiling his pearl white teeth.

How does he DO that!?

I sighed and hugged him giving in. He chuckled and kissed the top of my head. I let go and walked to the fridge.

The only reason it is full of food is because I spend 90% of my time eating here, so they make sure it's full and ready. I grabbed an apple and sat on the counter. Edward was in front of me in a second, startling me.

"You know Edward, this vampire thing is giving me head trauma." I said due to his fast pace.

He rolled his eyes lightly. "Oh please Bella, you've known about this for seven years. You should be used to it. And you know you like it." He said watching me eat.

"Is that true? Could've fooled me." I teased. He rolled his eyes again and saw me eye the Pepsi. He got a class, filled it with Pepsi and held it out to me in the exact time of 4 seconds. I chuckled and took it. "On second thought. This shouldn't be so bad." I said taking a sip. He smiled at me and then sat next to me on the counter.

"I'm glad I entertain you Bella." He smiled.

I chewed on my apple for five minutes, made Edward try a bite, only to make a face at me. Then he leaned his head against the cabnit behind him.

"I'm leaving tomorrow." He said quietly.

My heart stopped. I felt like I couldn't breathe right after those words poured out of his mouth. I looked over at him and his black eyes starred at me.

Relief

"You're going to hunt?" I asked sipping my soda again, trying to make it sound like I didn't almost have a stroke.

"Yeah." He said. Then he shut his eyes tightly and gupled down.

I looked at him with sympathy. "Does it hurt?" I asked, wishing I wasn't a human right now.

"Not entirely. My throat just tickles. I'm sure I can handle myself." He said looking forward.

"Well you're pretty confident." I said biting my apple again.

"I would never hurt you." He said a little smug.

"Really?" I asked hopping down from the counter. He did the same confused to what I was doing. I put down my apple and Pepsi. I walked over to him. I walked really close to him, he breathed heavily when my chest touched his. His eyes were locked on mine, not letting go. He was only a little taller to I grabbed his head and brought it to my neck. Not that I was strong enough to do it, but he let me. That confused me. I arched my head back and put his face so close to my neck, his lips were almost touching it.

"How about now?" I whispered. I heard a low rumble in his chest.

He wasn't breathing. I looked at him as I straightened my neck. He was looking in my eyes deeply. I didn't know what he was thinking. He came close to my face, so close I could smell his sweet scent. I gulped. He put his hand on my chest, right where my heart was.

"I would never damage this." He said seriously. I looked at his black eyes and smiled. I almost doubted him for a minute

Just then the kitchen door swung open and Emmett and Alice walked in, seeing me with my hand on the back of Edwards head and our lips inches apart.

They bursted out laughing and I glared in their direction.

"HAHA!" Emmett laughed. "I knew it would happen sooner or later!" He said.

"Shut up! Nothing happened!" I yelled.

"Oh man, I have to go get the family and tell them the good news!" Alice squealed.

Edward growled and took the half-eaten apple and chucked it at his head.

"OW!" Emmett said rubbing the side of his head. "Jerk." He mumbled then walked out.

Alice smiled nervously and then ran out after him.

We both busted it out laughing seconds later.

While I almost had a heart attack over the fact we almost kissed.

I opened my eyes and groaned. The sunlight shined on my face and gave me a headache that I would have all day.

"Bella, come on." I heard.

I took the covers off my face to see Edward standing on the end of my bed with his hands folded.

"Today is school. Get ready." He said taking the covers off me unexpectedly. I yelped and tried to cover myself. Edward immediately turned around and looked away when he saw me in my underwear. It was hot last night…

"I-I'm s-sorry." He stuttered. I got up and got my jogging pants on quickly. I sighed, completely embarrassed over the fact that he saw my little white underwear with little red hearts all over them.

"It's okay." I said. I walked behind him and put my hand on his shoulder. When I did he quickly ran out of the room. I sighed, I probably made a complete fool of myself, and he was probably going to laugh… either way, my face was as red as a tomato.

EPOV

I ran out of the room like a coward. I backed up against the hallway wall and tried to gain my focus. I just saw Bella in her underwear, the most cutest underwear.

This time, my throat wasn't the thing that tickled me. I was afraid that if I looked in her big beautiful brown eyes, I would take advantage of her and satisfy my desire for her body the wrong way. Not to mention, I could kill her.

I sighed deeply and ran before Charlie saw me, out the door and into my Volvo. I decided to wait for her, if I went in that bedroom, I'm not sure I would let her leave…

"Fuck! Stop it Edward! She's your best friend!" I argued with myself.

"And the other day when Bella tested my strength against her blood… Her blood wasn't the only thing on my mind."

"STOP IT! JUST FRIENDS. JUST FRIENDS." My head screamed.

My head was arguing with my body the whole time until the passenger door opened. I felt so awkward as Bella sat down with her blue shirt on that showed too much cleavage.

I groaned to quiet for her to hear. Of all the days, she wears my favorite color on her. She didn't say anything as I started the car and sped down the road.

"Edward…" She said as she cleared her throat. I looked over at her and then back at the road. She went on. "I can't come over today, I uh, I'm meeting Mike at the movies later." She whispered.

It rang in my ears like lightning. "Pardon?" I asked in disbelief.

"Well he is my boyfriend, we go on dates. He asked me and I said yes." She said not looking in my eyes. I gripped my steering wheel so tight my knuckles went pure white. Nothing got me more jealous and angry.

I stopped the car in the school parking lot and when I let go of the steering wheel I left indents in it with my hands.

Just perfect.

I got out and she did the same. I didn't walk with her like usual, I walked faster and got in the school before her. I saw Mike walking down the hallway with a big grin on his face.

I wonder what Bella will wear tonight. He thought. Then his mind went into a whirlwind of thoughts. Suddenly he pictured her in lingerie. I shoved him as I passed him, hard. So hard it knocked him to the floor.

I hate that guy.

(still Edward POV)

Classes were crucial. I couldn't wait for lunch, do apologize to Bella. I was such a jerk this morning.

The bell couldn't ring fast enough. I ran down the hallway at human pace, which was slow to me. I immediately stopped when I saw Mike walking with his arm around Bella. She was looking at the ground as he whispered in her ear.

My hands went into fists. I clenched them so hard I bleed. Though it healed quickly.

Bella suddenly looked up at me with a sad face. I looked at her furiously.

And to think, I was going to apologize! As if she would care!

I ran out of the building too fast for human eyes. I ran in the woods, not knowing what my rage would do. I uprooted a small tree and threw it against another, knocking it down and making a big crash. I punched everything in sight.

Why was this so unfair?!

Why can't I have her? I would love her ten times more than that stupid human!

I yelled in frustration and sat down on a rock.

Nothing ever goes right with me!!

I buried my face in my hands and put my elbows on my knees. Waiting for this pain in my dead heart to go away..

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