Hate Me

Prologue

"Black, you stay away from my sister or you will be sorry!" Emmett boomed from across the parking lot while helping me into his Hummer.

"Thanks Em, I just, I can't face him right now. How after 3 years could he do this to me? How could he cheat on me with the school slut none the less." I started crying. "Bells, it'll be O.K., it's not the end of the world, there will be others. You just started high school, you're a freshman, you don't need to be tied down, look at me, I'm a junior and I'm single and loving it!" Emmett wiggles his eyebrows at me and I laughed "Yeah, but you're a man-whore, there's a difference. All the girls know you're just going to sleep with them, you don't make any excuses or lead them on, now if dad knew, he'd kick your ass!" I laughed harder now. "Exactly, but to be fair sis, I only have a couple I sleep with. I haven't screwed half the school you know." he smiled at me and I knew, I just like to tease my big brother, he was a junior and captain of the Varsity football team, so naturally everyone wanted him and girls wanted to be my friend, just because he was my brother, most guys treated me like I had the plague because he was my brother and they knew he'd kick their ass.

"Emmett, thanks for taking care of me, you're the best brother anyone could have." I smiled at him.

"Bells, I would do anything for you and right now, it's kicking Black's ass if he bothers you again." he smiled.

Jacob's dad and our dad were best friends and we all grew up together. Jacob an Emmett use to be close, until Jake started dating me in 7th grade, then Emmett turned into big brother and their friendship went to the wayside, in the beginning I felt bad, but as Emmett got involved in sports at high school, he made new friends and I let those feelings go, Jacob and I grew closer and were in love or so I thought, until I found him this afternoon making out with Lauren Mallory. I am guessing it's because I won't have sex with him, but I'm not there yet. He tried to put the 'if you love me' guilt trip on me, but I'm not stupid or weak minded and if I thought about it hard enough, we'd been growing apart since school started a month ago.

"Bells, you going to be O.K.? I've got to get back for football practice and I'm going for pizza with the guys after. You can come, since dad is out of town." Emmett offered.

"No, I'm fine. I'll have soup and salad for dinner, besides, I've got laundry and homework to do." I smiled.

"O.K., if you need me call, I'll be home in a flash, if not I'll be home by 10p.m." he gave me a hug and kiss and pulled out of the driveway.

The rest of my freshman year went by pretty uneventful, I started hanging out with some old friends, Mike, Jessica, Angela, Ben, Tyler and Eric. We were pretty much inseparable all year and throughout the summer, little did I know that my world was about to change when I started my sophomore year.