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His features still took my breath away, I could stare at his pale, smooth complexion forever. Tracing my eyes over every part of his flawless features. The sun shone off his skin like it would off a diamond. I lay on my stomach, chin on my hands staring at every detail on his body.
"Bella," his smooth alluring voice broke the silence, making me flinch slightly.
Before I had time to blink he was lying next to me, his breath on my skin, I looked up at him "yes?" I smiled, how I could ever be good enough for him was still a puzzle to me.
"I'd love to know what you were thinking Bella" his voice comes out like a smooth tune, flowing like silk. "What I was thinking?" I tease, "well, I was thinking about how amazing you look under the sun, how the light reflects off you like you were made of diamond."
He sits up, I rest my head on his lap, "Is that all, please tell me, it frustrates me that I can't hear you" with his amazing 'gift'of hearing everyones thoughts, I am the one exception, for some unknown reason it does not work on me, I am the one person who's thoughts he yearns to hear yet is unable to.
"Are you sure you really want to know, Edward?" I say playing with his hands, I trace over his palm and kiss it, his cool skin sending a slight shiver down my spine.
" Bella, please" he smiles, he knows this smile, crooked and breathtaking, always sets my heart beating at an incredible pace, I swear he can hear it and the colour rises to my cheeks.
"Edward, I was thinking about why my smell attracts you, why I mean so much to you and how I can ever be good-" He stops me there, and has me facing him in one heart beat, "Bella, you, mean so much to me because my world was so different before you, it was lifeless, you give me feelings I never thought I could feel" he pauses, brings his face closer to mine, until I can feel his breath on my lips. "I love you Bella, and it is I who doesn't deserve you", our faces move closer and our lips touch, his cold lips mould around mine and my heart goes into overdrive I push harder, wrapping my arms around his neck until I feel him stop, dead. All of a sudden he is standing up and wears no expression upon his face. "Edward…"I say, a hint of hurt slipping in at the end, I stand upto face him.
"Bella, you underestimate my level of control, but it is my fault I wont do that again" my heart slows down finally and im able to speak clearly, "Edward, please, it was my fault, I always get carried away, but don't you-"I tried to persist, but he stops me
"Bella, I do, but I can't, if ever lost control I could kill you bella!" He looks away, pain flickers across his face.
"You won't," I kiss his cheek and he leans in to rest his head on my chest, on my heart. My heart starts racing and a smile creeps across his face, I hold his head there, "The sound of your heartbeat, bella," he lifts his head and pauses to kiss the hollow at the base of my throat, "it plays my favourite song".
The sun has disappeared almost completely when we reach my truck, I hurry to the backseat, throw the basket in and run over to the drivers side door but Edward is already inside and turning the key "Bella, did u think you had any chance?" he teases, including his 'gift'of mind reading, being a vampire, he had immense strength, power, agility and speed. "Edward, Im driving!"
"Bella, if we want to be home by the time Charlie gets in I think I should drive" his crooked smile, once again, starts my heart racing and I give up and walk over to the passenger door to hide the colour rushing to my cheeks. Charlie wouldn't approve of me being out late with Edward. We get to my house in a matter of seconds, my surroundings flying by in a blur or colours. Im in the kitchen making dinner just as I hear Charlie in the driveway, "Bye Bella, leave your window open" he winks, places a kiss on my forehead and disappears in a blur.
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