It just seemed like you cared for me at first but then it all went down hill the second time we hooked back up again. Its like you were caring and then you didn't care for me.
You did have feelings for me but then you lied to me, cheated on me. You were never honest with me about things. I had to ask questions to your best friend and she finally told me the answers and I was shocked. I had a feeling you didn't feel the same way about me. I wasn't stupid of clueless, I put the pieces together. Everytime I was there, you were always on the phone and you went out on the back porch to talk so I kind of put it together from that day. You said she was just a friend, which was a lie.
You were more of a friend then a lover, I mean we did kiss but we were just friends. We were better off friends than anything else. We have our silly, funny, goofy moments but its then that I knew I was starting to fall in love with someone else. She's the best thing that has ever happened to me. I mean I will always have feelings for you, and I will always be there for you. You will always be in my heart.
I am always a text or call away if you ever need me. I'm glad to have you still in my life than not have you in my life. My feelings for you after 2 months of being in the relationship with you has been strictly friends.