A/N I got this idea from author Frodo01228 and I thought that it was a cool idea. Well basically it's a bunch of oneshots from the album Fallen by Evanescence. There will a bunch of different relationships in this so read on please.
Disclaimer: I don't own Evanescence songs or X-Men Evolution.
Chapter 1 Going Under
Relationship: Scott/Jean
Jean looked in the mirror in the big girls bathroom. She could see bruises old and new. Scars were forming on her forearms, wrists, and legs. "How could I let this go so far as it did," she thought.
Now I will tell you what I've done
for you.
50 thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me.
"I did everything for him," her thoughts continued, "I gave him sex, I bought him drugs, and for what? So he could treat me like an animal," she shook her head to get the thoughts. Jean put her arms on the sink. "Why couldn't I see my true love?"
Don't wan your hand this time.
I'll save myself. Maybe I'll wake up for once.
Not tormented daily defeated by you.
Just when I thought I'd reach the
bottom.
Jean sat on the cold hard tile of the bathroom floor leaning her head against the sink thinking about Scott. How could she have been so stupid? How many times Scott reached in to pull her out of misery and to protect her afterwards? How many times? She lost count.
I'm dying again.
I'm gong under.
Drowning in you. I'm falling
forever. I've got to break through.
I'm going under. Blurring and stirring the
thruth and the lies.
So I don't know what's real and what's
not.
Duncan always told Jean if she made passes at Scott or if Scott did the same she would be 'punished' how could she have been so stupid. Now people will know of her stupidity.
Always confusing the thoughts and the lies.
So I can't trust myself anymore.
I'm dying again.
I'm gong under.
Drowning in you. I'm falling
forever. I've got to break through.
Jean got up and went to the cabinet and opened it. There infront of her was her ticket out a, razor blade. She took it and sat on the toilet and stared for a minuet. Then moved it to her wrist pressed down and went across. Blood started pooring from her wrist. She became comfortably numb.
So go on and scream, scream at me.
I'm so far away. I won't be broken again.
I've got to break I can't keep going under!
She put the razor unsteadily on her right wrist. As she was about to cut Scott zapped through the door. Scott rushed in and grabbed the razor and placed it on the sink. He held Jean's shoulders and said, "Are you crazy?" Jean broke down and fell into his arms. She looked him in the eyes and said, "I love you Scott."