My tears are black. I realize this after I am abandoned by the only person in the world who I loved. Who used to love me. It tore me apart.
I spent one week watching Beck fool around with Tori. One week suffering in my internal hell. Then my plan was set.
BANG.
There goes Tori. It makes me feel powerful. Wonderful. The man stealing bitch is gone for good.
Her blood is beautiful. A deep red that leaks all over her clothes, darkening them. I wonder if my blood is like hers, or if it's black, like me.
I lean down and run my hand along the bloody t-shirt she's wearing. My fingers are stained red.
"Tori, I-" Beck says as he enters the RV.
I stand up and wipe the blood on my jeans.
"Hello, Beck." I say calmly.
"J-Jade. What have you done?" Beck asks, his voice faltering.
I smile. It feels good to smile. I haven't in so long.
"What I should've done a long time ago..." I say.
I raise my arm and point my gun at Beck's head. I watch him shuffle nervously, my eyes never leaving his.
"Jade! Stop...I'm sorry I left you. You know our relationship wasn't working out. You know this breakup would have eventually happened." Beck says.
Ouch. That hurts. But, I knew it was true. I knew perfect Beck would leave broken me for perfect Tori. It was only a matter of time.
"Great word choice." I laugh darkly.
"I'm sorry Jade! I still love you!"
"Sure you do. Do you realize this would be the 4th anniversary of dating? The 3rd anniversary of our declaring of love for each other? Oh, my. How time flies." I say, laughing lightly at the end.
"Please don't do this, Jade!" Beck says, his panic beginning to show.
I smile wider, showing teeth.
BANG.
It only takes me a second to regret killing him.
No more cool, calm Beck. My only tranquilizer.
No more warm hugs and hot kisses, not that I would be getting any anyway.
No more happy.
It only takes me a second to raise the gun level to my head and pull the trigger.
BANG.