Sakura(me): *looks at kero * Kero-chan……don't you dare do it!!!
Kero: Do what?
Sakura: you know what im talking about….so just don't!!
Kero: Ohhhh….you meant don't say that your don't own Cardcaptor Sakura…..or that the only thing you own is Samantha Koran?!! *laughs evily *
Sakura: *calls out her staff * LOCK!! *locks keros mouth shut * see….i told you not to do it!!!!
Kero: Mhhh muhhhhh muuuhhhhhhh!!!!
{This is an S+S ficy…but not until later so be patient…..and I promise the story will get better, but it starts off kind of slow…^^;)
(insert character name here) ~Point of view
{SK/:stuff I say} ~Author note….or in my case Sakura Kinomoto's note
^stuff…..^ ~thoughts
*Jumps up and down * ~Actions or sounds
"la la la" ~Character speaking
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Everyone is 15 years old……except Toya and well you know…..
Sakura and Syaoran are dating….
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To Much For One Girl To Handle:
Ch: 1
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Running away from my fate
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(Sakura)
I sat down in my desk and put my head down hoping that no one would notice that I was there. So much was going on that I hated; and I put up with it all and kept smiling. But somehow Syaoran and Tomoyo knew that inside I was slowly dying.
"Well if it isn't little miss perfect?! Sakura Kinomoto……." I heard a mocking voice say.
^great just what I need!!!^ I thought angrily. "What do you want Issureke?{SK/:Is-you-key}" I said looking up at the girl with aqua hair and blue eyes.
"Oh nothing…." She said as she tried to imitate me.
"Just leave me alone…..please…." I said about to shed tears for the second time today.
^~^~^~^~Flashback~^~^~^~^
I sat on my bed and listened to the radio trying to forget what had happened yesterday…..
*~*~~*Flashback within a flashback~*~~* {SK/:gomen….but I couldn't think of any other way to do this}
Watching in horror I again saw Tomoyo getting beaten up by the group of girls that had been after me. She didn't want me to know this had been going on…..her getting beaten up because she stood up for me….but I knew, and every hit she took broke a piece of me away. ^this is all my fault!!!! She is in this situation because of me!!! I can never forgive myself, from now on I will fight my own battles.^ A tear slid down my cheek and I tried to think of anything I could do to stop this.
^Technically I'm not allowed to do this…but I cant take it any more!!! I cant let her get hurt^
"Hoshi no chikara o himeshi kagi yo! Shin no sugata no ware o mae ni shimese. Keiyaku no moto Sakura ga mejiru………Release!{O Key which hides the power of the stars, reveal your true form to me…... I, Sakura, command you under contract……………………. Release!}' 'TIME!"
Everything froze and I quickly made my way over to Tomoyo-chan.
"Tomoyo….are you ok?"
"Sa-Sakura?"
"Hai, its me."
"What are you doing here?"
"I'm saving my best friend of course" I said trying to smile.
"You-you mean you know?"
"Hai…and I'm not ever going to let it happen again! Tomoyo….stop thinking about other peoples needs for once and take care of yourself….."
"I could say the same about you" She said giving me a weak smile.
I smiled back and helped her to her feet. "Come on lets go…I don't know how much longer I can keep time frozen…"
~*~~*end flashback within flashback*~~*~
^That was all my fault and I will never let it happen again!^ I started to cry again thinking about how much pain I had put them through.
*the song don't let me get me ends and Sakura looks up *
I quickly got out my journal and started writing…it always seemed to calm me down. Unconsciously I wrote down the song but made new words to it
'DON'T LET ME GET ME'
'I always win first place
and support the team
always taking directions
and I'm always neat and clean
people hate me
because you date me{Talking about Syaoran}
they always wana fight
Cuz I always do to much right…..
Everyday I fight a war against my mirror
I cant stand the person looking back at me
Cuz im a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
Cuz im my own worst enemy
Its bad when you cant be yourself
So irritating
Don't wana be me anymore
I wana be somebody else….
I wana be somebody else
People tell me that they hate me
If I could change…..it wouldn't be so hard
[chorus]
So doctor doctor wont you please proscribe me sumthin
A day in the life of someone else
Cuz im a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
Cuz I'm my on worst enemy
Its bad when you cant be yourself
Its irritating
Don't wana be me anymore
I wana me somebody else
[chorus]
I'm tired of being compared to everyone here
They think I'm so pretty…I wish that wasn't me
[chorus]
{its kind of like the song…but a lot is changed}
^ya that is my life…I cant take any more of it!!! I cant help that they don't like me….i try to be nice and be their friend but they just hate me even more…..^ I thought sobbing into my pillow
"That's it!!" I yelled sitting up.
"What's it Sakura?" A little yellow stuffed animal asked as he flew out of his gore.
"I will tell you later, but right now I need to make a phone call…"
~^~^~^~^~End flashback~^~^~^~^~
"Ohh is poor little Kinomoto crying? Aww how sad!" she said as her and her friends laughed.
"Leave her alone Issureke!" Tomoyo said as she put her hand on my shoulder.
"What are you going to do about it Tomoyo?"
"Shes not going to do anything……but if you don't watch it…I will!" Syaoran said as he glared at her.
"Oh Li-kun I didn't know you were here!" She said in a flirtatious voice.
"Issureke…leave!" he said coldly.
"oh….ok then ill see you later!" she said smiling. She slowly walked away and Syaoran bent down by my desk and lifted my chin up.
"Sakura-chan those tear don't suite you" he said wiping my tears away and I smiled. "there that more like it! Thats my cherry blossom!"
"Arigato Syaoran…..Tomoyo!!!"
"what are friends for?" Tomoyo said.
"you know I would help you any way I can….I love you and I always will my cherry blossom."
"I love you to my little wolf.."
(end of school)
"Tomoyo!! Syaoran!! Can I talk to you for a sec?" I yelled standing by the cherry blossom tree.
They walked over and waited for me to speak. "Tomoyo…'I said turning to her 'I just wanted to say that you're my best friend and Arigato for all that you have done for me!"
"your welcome Sakura….'she looked at me puzzled 'but I already know that why are you telling me?"
"Just wanted to make shure that you knew!" I said smiling.
Then I turned to Syaoran and was almost in tears. "and you…..I love you with all my heart and sole and I always will….even if im not here in person I will always be here with you' I put my hand on his chest 'in your heart."
"and I love you to….but what are you talking about Sakura….your not making any sense. Are you ok?"
"Hai…im fine but I just had to tell you….that's all"
We looked at each other and then he bent down and kissed me as I put my arms around his neck. we were both deep in the kiss when we heard a loud 'KAWAII!!!!' coming from behind us. I turned around to see Tomoyo-chan with her trusty camera in hand taping us.
"Hoeee….." I sighed.
We all said our good-byes and I walked slowly home knowing that I would never see them again.
(later that night)
"Sakura-chan where are we going?" Kero-chan said as he looked quizzically at me.
"Were going to America Kero……"
"NANI?! But why?!!!!"
"Because I cant stand to see any more of my friends get hurt and I cant stand to see my family suffer any more just because of my pain…."
"but Sakura…."
"IIE Kero!!! Now…are you coming or not?"
"Hai I'm coming….but where are we going to stay?"
"Do you remember Samantha Karnor?"
"Hai she was the exchange student at your school last year….but why does that matter?"
"Because were staying with her……"
(At Samantha's house)
"ohh Sakura….Kero Ive missed you so much!!" she wailed. {SK/: Samanta's description: She has straight Jade green hair that comes to her back and purple eyes. She is a little shorter than Sakura and is also kind of a punk and knows that sakura has magic and about kero}
"Ive missed you to Samantha!!! It seems like its been forever since Ive seen you!!!!"
We talked for a little bit and then we started planning on what I was going to look like now, because if I stayed the same than I would be found by my friends and I couldn't stand to see them suffer any more!
"How about wavy ice blue hair….and it could be in the same style as your mothers!!" She suggested
"Hai..i mean Yes that sounds like a great idea….but what about my eyes?"
"how about blue also.?" Kero suggested.
"noooo….ummm……o I know!!! How about purple like yours!!"
"AHHHHH!! That sounds awesome!! And we could use the erase card on my parents and make them think that you are my cousin!!! And we would look a little similar too so it wont be hard to convince them!!!"
"Ok now lets get to work…..wait do you have a computer?"
"yes its over there' she said pointing to the corner of the room 'why?"
"Im going to send this video to my family…it explains that I left and not to look for me or to blame them selves….you know stuff like that!" I said smiling happily. ^My new life is going to be great….i don't have to be perfect any more….now I can do what I want and not have to worry about if my friends will be alive after its all said and done.^ ^although I already miss everyone….especially Syaoran…*sigh* but it is for the best…..at least he and Tomoyo will now be safe!^
I quickly sent the video and started my transformation into the new me.
When it was over I slowly opened my eyes and looked in a mirror. "HOEEEEE!!!!…." I yelled as I fell back-words in suprise "I look……GREAT…I love this look!!!" Samantha and Kero both agreed with me.
"Now all you need is a name….how about Star Karnor!!"
"I love it!!!!"
"Ok im glad you like it Star!!!….and now the fun begins……do you have the cards?"
"Yes….and thank you again for helping me!"
"Its no problem Sak- I mean Star!!"
~*~*~*
Cliffy!!!!….I know that I'm suppost to be working on my other fic 'It Began With A Message' but I got this idea last night and I couldn't help myself!!! I will be updating It Began With A Message very soon so don't worry….im not giving up on it!!! I hope you like this fic…..and I promise it will get A LOT better!!! *jumps up and down * Hoeeee!!!!!!! I hope you all enjoy this….PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE R&R!!!!
Kero: Do what?
Sakura: you know what im talking about….so just don't!!
Kero: Ohhhh….you meant don't say that your don't own Cardcaptor Sakura…..or that the only thing you own is Samantha Koran?!! *laughs evily *
Sakura: *calls out her staff * LOCK!! *locks keros mouth shut * see….i told you not to do it!!!!
Kero: Mhhh muhhhhh muuuhhhhhhh!!!!
{This is an S+S ficy…but not until later so be patient…..and I promise the story will get better, but it starts off kind of slow…^^;)
(insert character name here) ~Point of view
{SK/:stuff I say} ~Author note….or in my case Sakura Kinomoto's note
^stuff…..^ ~thoughts
*Jumps up and down * ~Actions or sounds
"la la la" ~Character speaking
------------------------------------------------------------
Everyone is 15 years old……except Toya and well you know…..
Sakura and Syaoran are dating….
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To Much For One Girl To Handle:
Ch: 1
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Running away from my fate
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(Sakura)
I sat down in my desk and put my head down hoping that no one would notice that I was there. So much was going on that I hated; and I put up with it all and kept smiling. But somehow Syaoran and Tomoyo knew that inside I was slowly dying.
"Well if it isn't little miss perfect?! Sakura Kinomoto……." I heard a mocking voice say.
^great just what I need!!!^ I thought angrily. "What do you want Issureke?{SK/:Is-you-key}" I said looking up at the girl with aqua hair and blue eyes.
"Oh nothing…." She said as she tried to imitate me.
"Just leave me alone…..please…." I said about to shed tears for the second time today.
^~^~^~^~Flashback~^~^~^~^
I sat on my bed and listened to the radio trying to forget what had happened yesterday…..
*~*~~*Flashback within a flashback~*~~* {SK/:gomen….but I couldn't think of any other way to do this}
Watching in horror I again saw Tomoyo getting beaten up by the group of girls that had been after me. She didn't want me to know this had been going on…..her getting beaten up because she stood up for me….but I knew, and every hit she took broke a piece of me away. ^this is all my fault!!!! She is in this situation because of me!!! I can never forgive myself, from now on I will fight my own battles.^ A tear slid down my cheek and I tried to think of anything I could do to stop this.
^Technically I'm not allowed to do this…but I cant take it any more!!! I cant let her get hurt^
"Hoshi no chikara o himeshi kagi yo! Shin no sugata no ware o mae ni shimese. Keiyaku no moto Sakura ga mejiru………Release!{O Key which hides the power of the stars, reveal your true form to me…... I, Sakura, command you under contract……………………. Release!}' 'TIME!"
Everything froze and I quickly made my way over to Tomoyo-chan.
"Tomoyo….are you ok?"
"Sa-Sakura?"
"Hai, its me."
"What are you doing here?"
"I'm saving my best friend of course" I said trying to smile.
"You-you mean you know?"
"Hai…and I'm not ever going to let it happen again! Tomoyo….stop thinking about other peoples needs for once and take care of yourself….."
"I could say the same about you" She said giving me a weak smile.
I smiled back and helped her to her feet. "Come on lets go…I don't know how much longer I can keep time frozen…"
~*~~*end flashback within flashback*~~*~
^That was all my fault and I will never let it happen again!^ I started to cry again thinking about how much pain I had put them through.
*the song don't let me get me ends and Sakura looks up *
I quickly got out my journal and started writing…it always seemed to calm me down. Unconsciously I wrote down the song but made new words to it
'DON'T LET ME GET ME'
'I always win first place
and support the team
always taking directions
and I'm always neat and clean
people hate me
because you date me{Talking about Syaoran}
they always wana fight
Cuz I always do to much right…..
Everyday I fight a war against my mirror
I cant stand the person looking back at me
Cuz im a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
Cuz im my own worst enemy
Its bad when you cant be yourself
So irritating
Don't wana be me anymore
I wana be somebody else….
I wana be somebody else
People tell me that they hate me
If I could change…..it wouldn't be so hard
[chorus]
So doctor doctor wont you please proscribe me sumthin
A day in the life of someone else
Cuz im a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
Cuz I'm my on worst enemy
Its bad when you cant be yourself
Its irritating
Don't wana be me anymore
I wana me somebody else
[chorus]
I'm tired of being compared to everyone here
They think I'm so pretty…I wish that wasn't me
[chorus]
{its kind of like the song…but a lot is changed}
^ya that is my life…I cant take any more of it!!! I cant help that they don't like me….i try to be nice and be their friend but they just hate me even more…..^ I thought sobbing into my pillow
"That's it!!" I yelled sitting up.
"What's it Sakura?" A little yellow stuffed animal asked as he flew out of his gore.
"I will tell you later, but right now I need to make a phone call…"
~^~^~^~^~End flashback~^~^~^~^~
"Ohh is poor little Kinomoto crying? Aww how sad!" she said as her and her friends laughed.
"Leave her alone Issureke!" Tomoyo said as she put her hand on my shoulder.
"What are you going to do about it Tomoyo?"
"Shes not going to do anything……but if you don't watch it…I will!" Syaoran said as he glared at her.
"Oh Li-kun I didn't know you were here!" She said in a flirtatious voice.
"Issureke…leave!" he said coldly.
"oh….ok then ill see you later!" she said smiling. She slowly walked away and Syaoran bent down by my desk and lifted my chin up.
"Sakura-chan those tear don't suite you" he said wiping my tears away and I smiled. "there that more like it! Thats my cherry blossom!"
"Arigato Syaoran…..Tomoyo!!!"
"what are friends for?" Tomoyo said.
"you know I would help you any way I can….I love you and I always will my cherry blossom."
"I love you to my little wolf.."
(end of school)
"Tomoyo!! Syaoran!! Can I talk to you for a sec?" I yelled standing by the cherry blossom tree.
They walked over and waited for me to speak. "Tomoyo…'I said turning to her 'I just wanted to say that you're my best friend and Arigato for all that you have done for me!"
"your welcome Sakura….'she looked at me puzzled 'but I already know that why are you telling me?"
"Just wanted to make shure that you knew!" I said smiling.
Then I turned to Syaoran and was almost in tears. "and you…..I love you with all my heart and sole and I always will….even if im not here in person I will always be here with you' I put my hand on his chest 'in your heart."
"and I love you to….but what are you talking about Sakura….your not making any sense. Are you ok?"
"Hai…im fine but I just had to tell you….that's all"
We looked at each other and then he bent down and kissed me as I put my arms around his neck. we were both deep in the kiss when we heard a loud 'KAWAII!!!!' coming from behind us. I turned around to see Tomoyo-chan with her trusty camera in hand taping us.
"Hoeee….." I sighed.
We all said our good-byes and I walked slowly home knowing that I would never see them again.
(later that night)
"Sakura-chan where are we going?" Kero-chan said as he looked quizzically at me.
"Were going to America Kero……"
"NANI?! But why?!!!!"
"Because I cant stand to see any more of my friends get hurt and I cant stand to see my family suffer any more just because of my pain…."
"but Sakura…."
"IIE Kero!!! Now…are you coming or not?"
"Hai I'm coming….but where are we going to stay?"
"Do you remember Samantha Karnor?"
"Hai she was the exchange student at your school last year….but why does that matter?"
"Because were staying with her……"
(At Samantha's house)
"ohh Sakura….Kero Ive missed you so much!!" she wailed. {SK/: Samanta's description: She has straight Jade green hair that comes to her back and purple eyes. She is a little shorter than Sakura and is also kind of a punk and knows that sakura has magic and about kero}
"Ive missed you to Samantha!!! It seems like its been forever since Ive seen you!!!!"
We talked for a little bit and then we started planning on what I was going to look like now, because if I stayed the same than I would be found by my friends and I couldn't stand to see them suffer any more!
"How about wavy ice blue hair….and it could be in the same style as your mothers!!" She suggested
"Hai..i mean Yes that sounds like a great idea….but what about my eyes?"
"how about blue also.?" Kero suggested.
"noooo….ummm……o I know!!! How about purple like yours!!"
"AHHHHH!! That sounds awesome!! And we could use the erase card on my parents and make them think that you are my cousin!!! And we would look a little similar too so it wont be hard to convince them!!!"
"Ok now lets get to work…..wait do you have a computer?"
"yes its over there' she said pointing to the corner of the room 'why?"
"Im going to send this video to my family…it explains that I left and not to look for me or to blame them selves….you know stuff like that!" I said smiling happily. ^My new life is going to be great….i don't have to be perfect any more….now I can do what I want and not have to worry about if my friends will be alive after its all said and done.^ ^although I already miss everyone….especially Syaoran…*sigh* but it is for the best…..at least he and Tomoyo will now be safe!^
I quickly sent the video and started my transformation into the new me.
When it was over I slowly opened my eyes and looked in a mirror. "HOEEEEE!!!!…." I yelled as I fell back-words in suprise "I look……GREAT…I love this look!!!" Samantha and Kero both agreed with me.
"Now all you need is a name….how about Star Karnor!!"
"I love it!!!!"
"Ok im glad you like it Star!!!….and now the fun begins……do you have the cards?"
"Yes….and thank you again for helping me!"
"Its no problem Sak- I mean Star!!"
~*~*~*
Cliffy!!!!….I know that I'm suppost to be working on my other fic 'It Began With A Message' but I got this idea last night and I couldn't help myself!!! I will be updating It Began With A Message very soon so don't worry….im not giving up on it!!! I hope you like this fic…..and I promise it will get A LOT better!!! *jumps up and down * Hoeeee!!!!!!! I hope you all enjoy this….PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE R&R!!!!