Disclaimer: Yeah, Yeah, u no. I don't own Jimmy Neutron. Life Sucks.
As I looked to the ground, I couldn't help but think. I wasn't thinking about something wonderful like a friend. I wasn't thinking about something horrible like an enemy. I was thinking about something, much, much more. I was thinking about Him.
The one who always came so close to kissing me, but so far away. The one who thinks he saved my life, but he saved so much more.
Yeah, I wasn't thinking Nick, the boy who I was in love with, I wasn't thinking about Timmy, the cute guy who I never really met before I had a crush on. None of them were my soul mate, none of them had eyes I drown in every time there around. No, none of them were my Jimmy
I loved him, believe me, I really did. However. I wasn't thinking his drowning eyes, or hoping that he would love me one day. I was thinking how stupid I was.
There we were, at school as usual. It's amazing what becoming 13 years old can do to you. Having it been June 5th, I must have felt something. As walking into the school hallway, I was telling myself "Today is going to be the day. Today I'm going to tell Jimmy how I really feel."
When I finally found him, I was to excited to speak. And that was my downfall. Maybe if I had of said something he would of turned around and looked. But, as I approached him, Betty had reached him first. I am sorry repeat that I saw her give him a big long kiss. It lasted 5 minutes. It hurt.
But that wasn't the worst part. Yeah, Betty kissing my Jimmy wasn't the worst part of my day. It's what happened when Sheen opened his big, fat, stupid mouth.
Sheen, Libby, Carl and I were all sitting down at lunch. We were just talking about random stuff, such as, whether or not we thought the Science test was impassable, when Jimmy sat down. Just then, what happened that morning had reappeared before our eyes. We were all silent. Nobody knew what to say. Finally, Sheen asked the question that everybody wanted to ask. "So what did kissing Betty feel like?"
"It was amazing!" he began " She said that wasn't anything she thought her first kiss would feel like."
At that very moment, I looked back 2 years at my first kiss. Like Betty's, it was also given by Jimmy. The difference was, that's exactly how I wanted mine to feel. I was lost in thought, until "Girl, what are you doing?" I awoke to remember that I was still sitting at lunch. "Sorry, keep talking."
"As I was saying, I think that Betty is my true love. Like it was destiny or something. I will never love anyone the way I love her."
So as I look at the sidewalk, remembering what my Jimmy said, I'm disappointed.
People think becoming a teenager was supposed to be amazing. After my first day as one, I beg to differ, but then again, that's only one girls opinion.