All Around Me are Familiar Faces
Quinn needs to straighten herself out. She gave up Beth, and is not going to get her back. She probably even blew up her chances with just baby sitting Beth. She was her perfect thing. So many people told her what she was doing was wrong. Clearly. She knew that. But it took Rachel to really convince her.
"We're kind of friend, huh?"
"Kind of." Quinn replied.
Ever since that moment, she can't get Rachel Berry out of her head. Rachel Berry.
The girl that in sophomore year confessed to Finn that Quinn's baby, little Beth, was actually Puck's.
"I am so sorry."
"I'm not mad at you. You only did what I was afraid of. Tell the truth."
Quinn shook the memory out of her head. If she couldn't have Beth, then she was going to get Rachel. But she's dating Finn. Ugh! Couldn't Quinn have anything? She used to be so popular, so beautiful, she was the one who had Finn. Look at her mess now. She sat in her bedroom. She lied down on her bed with her thoughts. She decided to text who she knew best, or who she relied on most. Santana.
To: San
From: Quinn
Hey. Can we talk?
From: San
To: Quinn
Yeah, Q. What's going on?
To: San
From Quinn:
I just wanted a friend right now.
To: Quinn
From: San
Doesn't everybody?
It then struck Quinn. Santana doesn't need her bugging her. She was focused on Brittany. Quinn was alone. She decided to leave San alone and figure out her feelings by herself. Even if it took a while.
The next day, Quinn tried her very best to talk to Rachel. She first tried at Rachel's locker.
"Hi, Rach. Glad to see you back. Sectionals wasn't as great without you." Quinn gave a small smile.
Sure Rachel thought of Quinn as a friend, but when was the last Quinn was this nice to her? Like, this nice?
"Um, Hi, Quinn. Thank you, but you guys ended up winning without my help. Congradulations."
Quinn nodded. "Listen, I know I already told you this, but uh-" Quinn was stopped by Finn. He came up from behind Rachel and gave her a small kiss on the cheek. "Hello, babe. Quinn. Hi." He said awkwardly. "What-What are you guys talking about?"
Quinn was angry inside. She's trying to tell Rachel that she really appreciates her, and that she likes her, and here comes Finn to rub his girlfriend in Quinn's face. Ugh.
"Actually, nevermind. I was just leaving." Quinn smile faded slowly and her eyes screamed sadness. Rachel didn't pick up on it though because she was too busy telling Finn about a setlist for Regionals she had planned out. Quinn wanted, so badly, too be the one Rachel was telling that to. And that's when Quinn finally processes that she was in love with Rachel Berry.
The rest of the day was blurry for Quinn. She wasn't sure if it was because of the tears forming in her eyes or because she didn't pay attention. Maybe it was both. She was a sad, broken girl. Maybe Rachel could fix that. Glee Club was worst. Rachel was bubbly and chatting with Blaine and Kurt. Because she is a normal girl, living a normal girl, not dealing with all this emotions and feelings. Quinn glanced over at Brittany and Santana. Santana had come out, but was still dealing with it. Brittany was hugging her around the waist and whispering something that clearly made Santana laugh. Everyone had someone to be with them, or complete them. Blaine and Kurt, Mike and Tina, Brittany and Santana, Sam and Mercedes even had something going on. Even Finn and Rachel. Especially them. They were in love. 'Rachel doesn't love me.' Quinn thought sadly. How would she pry Rachel away from Finn? There has to be some way.