I don't own EVA or claim to. The powers at Gainax do.
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Nothing. That's what I did before. No not even that. Nothing brings an image of a void to mind. No this was far less then that. I can't even remember most of those times, like a cliff side in my mind. Sure I had everything I needed to survive, except anything that mattered. I realized this one-day while visiting my mother grave, and I ran. I ran from it all, from nothing. Only to come back to it, and nothing greeted me.
Yes when I look back on how it was then, I see the horror that was my life. If it even could be called that. Things have changed thought. Heck, to say they have 'just' changed would be a disservice to the word. I wake up everyday and make breakfast. Misato teases me, Asuka Yells at me. I go to 'work' and Rei doesn't speak to me. I go to school and my friends tease me. Even now as I wake up to the sounds of this city, inside I am thankful. If God can forgive me for slaying his angels, then I can forgive him for the first part of my life. Even now as Asuka pushes me out the door, I smile at the word 'baka'. She gives me the strangest look; she always does when I smile. And I run, I run to meet the day. I run to hear the voices of my friends. I run to see the faces of my family here in this apartment. I run home, and smiling they greet me.
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Nothing. That's what I did before. No not even that. Nothing brings an image of a void to mind. No this was far less then that. I can't even remember most of those times, like a cliff side in my mind. Sure I had everything I needed to survive, except anything that mattered. I realized this one-day while visiting my mother grave, and I ran. I ran from it all, from nothing. Only to come back to it, and nothing greeted me.
Yes when I look back on how it was then, I see the horror that was my life. If it even could be called that. Things have changed thought. Heck, to say they have 'just' changed would be a disservice to the word. I wake up everyday and make breakfast. Misato teases me, Asuka Yells at me. I go to 'work' and Rei doesn't speak to me. I go to school and my friends tease me. Even now as I wake up to the sounds of this city, inside I am thankful. If God can forgive me for slaying his angels, then I can forgive him for the first part of my life. Even now as Asuka pushes me out the door, I smile at the word 'baka'. She gives me the strangest look; she always does when I smile. And I run, I run to meet the day. I run to hear the voices of my friends. I run to see the faces of my family here in this apartment. I run home, and smiling they greet me.