Poem: Gone

by LoveForLove

I just went through a confusing break-up. Vacation bible school DOES change people After about seven months of love. This poem expresses how I feel about him being "Gone"

Gone

It kills me knowing that he's gone,

That his arms will never hold me,

That his kiss will never take me,

Into that moment of pure happiness,

Where no one except us exists,

Where the pains and sorrows disappear,

Where we're happily lost in bliss.

I'll see him around school,

But he'll be with another girl,

My heart will break again at sight,

The memories will burn my thoughts,

And I'll have to look away from him.

It hurts too much to admit,

I don't want him to feel guilty.

I don't want him to feel sorry for me.

I just want him back.

Again I've lost my hope,

Of getting married and having kids,

It hurts too much having to go through this again,

Again I've lost all love I had and again it's my fault.

I remember how I looked at him,

Every time with love, joy, and respect,

I remember how he held me near,

Every time with a gentleness only found in love.

I remember how my heart would leap,

Every single time he touched me.

I remember how he kissed me,

Every time with gentleness, care, and passion,

It kills me knowing that this is all gone.

I can't believe how its gone.