Scared for What I Want
All I know is that I have a dream,
It's a very simple dream to all it may seem,
But in my world of sorrow and heartache,
My dream is so far away that I ache.
I want to finish school,
So that I won't be labeled as a fool,
Then I want to marry,
At a young age to most this may be scary.
Then I really want to have kids,
So that I can see the beauty of what it really is.
I will admit that for this I am scared,
That I won't find the perfect man and be spared,
Spared from anymore broken hearts,
For my heart feels punctured by darts.
So in this poem I ask and plea-
"Is there anyone out there made just for me?"
Love won't Come Back
I stare at the clock as times ticking by,
Every second I feel as if I might die,
I sit here waiting, I sit here hoping,
That he'll change his mind and come back for me.
But if he really can't be happy with me,
I know I just need to open my eyes and see,
See that my beautiful dream is over,
That he's never coming back for me.
Every word I write about him,
Every thought that I think about him,
It's just another bullet in my already broken heart.
At least now I know I'll never hurt him,
Even if he never knows how much he's hurt me.