A/N hey guys this is a story of my life and its dedicated to my dad, my mom, my aunt, my uncle, my cousin, my ex boyfriends and my brothers and sisters. everyone is dedicated because they are all part of my story, most of all this story is for my boyfriend now

MY LIFE STORY

Prologue

"Look you're just a jerk! You played me! All you want is to hurt me!"She typed as she talked to him. "your just desperate" he replied "you want to talk about desperate, I knew u for about 2 days and u were already calling me hot and trying to ask me out! How am I desperate!" she replied. I'm not desperate, it's not my fault he stole my heart and you didn't..."she thought to herself.

Chapter one

The past

Winter lived in cold lake since she was born; she went to playschool and kindergarten in cold lake. She doesn't remember much of anything up until grade 5. The stuff she does remember from her life in cold lake is when she first started fires, she would just stare at the flame of a lighter for hours, it would go until the lighter ran out of lighter fluid or until she burned herself, the burning herself part came more often than not. All her life she went feeling un wanted, her mom left when she was younger, her dad was always out wrking late and when his days off came around he would watch shows and ignore her, she went through hell. Her mom still called, her mom was always in her life, just not the way winter wanted, or needed. Winter spent most of her days in her room.

One day her dad brought home a girl, her name was Julia, she became the wicked step mother in winters life. Her dad stopped working late, but he would go out for dates with Julia, the more time away her dad spent from winter the more trouble winter got in. Winter would constantly steal candy from the stores or pops from her dad, she would light a Kleenex box on fire or tell someone when she was home alone. With the more trouble winter got in the more time in her room she spent, she was always grounded, always standing in the corner or getting soap in the mouth from wasabi.

Winters dad and Julia split up many times. The first time her dad and winter moved was grade 3. They moved to drayton valley and they lived there for a year, Julia came back and they moved to fort st jhon. Winter was still getting in trouble, still feeling lonely and lost within the world. Julia was always around, she moved in and made it seem like she wanted to care, but by the time that had happened winter didn't care about faily, she didn't have any friends or anyone to talk to. After a while Julia moved out and her and winters dad split up, winters dad couldn't handle wnter anymore and sent her off to her moms. Winter was super excited but she missed her dad, as creul as he was, she missed him. Her dad stayed in touch for about a year. The day he stopped calling or sending mail was the day winters life turned to hell.