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Love Like Woe
Love is an unpredictable thing. Everybody knows that. I guess I was just being naive to believe that I had found the one exception to that. He was perfect. Everything a girl could ask for, and then some. Every girl wanted him, but somehow I had managed to get him. It had been almost two years since we had started dating. I had met him a year and a half before that. I can't say that we were the best of friends when we first met. I hated his guts, as he did mine. But somehow we ended up being friends.
Maybe I need some rehab
Or maybe just need some sleep
I got a sick obsession
I'm seeing it in my dreams
I'm lookin down every alley
I'm making those desperate calls
I'm staying up all night hoping hitting my head against the wall
I had a boyfriend named Kouga and he was dating a girl named Kikyou when we first met. I quickly became friends with her. It wasn't hard to see why he loved her so much; she was amazing. So you can understand why I was in complete surprise when he suddenly showed up at my apartment one day, near tears. I mean we didn't hate each other at that point and we were friends, but I still never expected to be the one he came to about this.
She had cheated on him with a man named Naraku. He had come home to the apartment he and Kikyou had been sharing, only to see them standing in the living room kissing and groping each other. When they finally noticed he was there, Kikyou had tried to explain that it wasn't what he thought, but he just held up a hand and said it was over and left. That's when he'd come to me.
What you got boy, is hard to find
I think about it all the time
I'm all strung out my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind!
I was only doing the friendly thing by trying to help. I let him in and got him to finally settle down. He explained to me what had happened and I comforted him as best as I could. I put in a movie for us to watch, and popped some popcorn. We settled down on the couch, and I grabbed some blankets. I fell asleep after a little while, my head leaning against his shoulder.
Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
When I woke up, I felt really warm and cozy so I snuggled in closer, trying to go back to sleep. I heard a grunt behind me, and felt something around my waist move. My eyes shot open, and I looked behind to see Inuyasha, asleep, snuggled up behind me with his arms around my waist. It was never the same after that. Won't listen to any advice
Mommas telling me I should think twice
But look into my own devices, I'm addicted it's a crisis
My friends think I've gone crazy
My judgments gettin kinda hazy
My esteem is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a love sick crack head
Every time I was around him after that night, I started getting butterflies in my stomach and I stuttered if I tried to say something to him. I didn't think it was fair to feel this way about him while I had a boyfriend, so I broke up with Kouga. I couldn't forget about Inuyasha, so I started avoiding him in hopes that whatever I was feeling would stop. It was starting to work, too. But it didn't last very long.
What you got boy, is hard to find
I think about it all the time
I'm all strung out my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind!
He realized I was avoiding him, and he hated it. He came back to my apartment one day, and demanded that I speak to him. That he had something to say. And that's when he told me how he felt about me. How he had loved me since the day he had met me, but never knew how to tell me. I couldn't believe it. He actually liked me? And so when he asked me if I would go on a date with him, I quickly said yes. I was a little wary at first. Kouga hadn't given up on me, and I was torn between taking him back and moving on with Inuyasha. But I made up my mind, and never regretted it. That's when we first started officially dating, and we have been ever since then.
Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
He's the love of my life now, and I couldn't ask for anyone better. Sure we had had our share of fights, but we always worked out our problems in the end. We were meant for each other, and people were always telling us so. Nothing was big enough to keep us apart. Or so I thought.
I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you leave
We had moved in together four months ago, and everything was going great. Our two year anniversary was coming up and I wanted it to be special. We hadn't had sex yet, because I wanted to wait until after we were married. But I already knew that we would get married, so I decided to surprise him on the night of our anniversary. I was shopping with my best friend Sango, trying to find something sexy to wear. I finally decided on something, and we left the store to go other places. Hey, so I got a question
Do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like an 808 drum
Is my love your drug? Your drug?
Huh, your drug?
Huh, your drug?
Is my love your drug?
"I can't believe you Kagome. You're so lucky to have a great boy friend like Inuyasha. I'm so jealous." Sango said, as we walked down the sidewalk after leaving the mall. We were on our way to lunch.
"Well thank you Sango, but you have a great guy to. Miroku loves you to death." I said, laughing as a scowl appeared on her face.
"Maybe, but he's a total pervert." She said, but I noticed the faint smile on her face as she thought about him. We sat down at a table on the patio of a restaurant, and waited for a waiter to take our order.
Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
"Hey Kagome," Sango said, "Isn't that Inuyasha across the street?"
"Where?" I asked as I turned around. But I didn't need to here her answer. There he was, sitting in a restaurant, across the table from his ex girlfriend, talking animatedly with her. A lump formed in my throat and I couldn't answer the next question Sango asked me.
"Who's that girl? She kind of looks like you. Do you know her?" But I didn't give and answer. I was to busy trying to suppress the tears that burned my eyes. I stood up and walked away, turning my back to the one person I was willing to share the rest of my life with.
Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
I went back to our apartment and packed my bags. I sat down on the bed we used to share and waited for him to come home. It would not be a pleasant night tonight, and I felt sorry for the people in the apartments around us. I couldn't help but think about how everything can change in the blink of an eye. I should have known that he was still in love with Kikyou. That he would get tired of waiting for me to make up my mind about us. That he would go to someone else to make up for the things I was lacking.
I turned on the radio to drown out my thoughts. The song Your Love Is My Drug by Ke$ha came on. I had sung this song to him before, claiming that it was exactly how I felt about him. It had been my favorite song after that, as well as his. But now, as I sat here listening to it, I couldn't help but hate it. Tears started to flow down my face as I lay there, crumpled and broken, on the bed we used to share.
Hey, hey, so
You love, your love your love, is my drug
I like your beard
That's what I got for trusting in love.