Prologue
(April 9)
I walk in school where Finn is waiting for me in the locker and I get to him kissing him on the lips. Finn and I have been together for almost a year now, yes we still have our fights and we almost broke up a few times, but we love each other and we are happy so for me that is enough.
"Aren't you cold Rach?" He asks me. I am wearing my normal clothes only this time I chose shirt that has a little more cleavage but still very appropriate.
"I am fine Finn." I say trying to push the jacket he is trying to offer me.
"You are showing much skin again Rachel."
"Finn I am wearing normal clothes, but ok I will dress what you want." I say accepting the jacket.
(May 5)
"Ok, the solo goes to Quinn and the duet can be done by Quinn and Finn." Mr. Shue says. Even after we lost regionals, again, because Mr. Shue insisted to give the solo to Quinn who is now the leader with Finn, he still gives the solos to them. I stop protesting a months ago. It always ends up the same way: Finn and I fighting because of me not being a team player or even calling me worst or things. So I just gave up it is not like everyone except of Santana, Noah and Mike listen to me but Finn just doesn't want to cause problems with the team, I know it.
(May 13)
"Are you parents still in Cabo?" Santana asks me at lunch. We became friend over this year. She saw what I was a good person when I start to hang out with Noah after Beth's born and after I while Mike join us. We even go to the same dance school together with we I mean Santana, Mike and I of course. I know Santana really needs a friend now that Brittany moved with her parents to Texas and she is actually a nice girl when she is outside school.
"Yes they don't return of the next 2 weeks. What about out yours?"
"My father already returned but I can still stay at your house, it is not like they will even miss me." This is one thing we have in common both our parents travel a lot and are barely at home. So she stays in my house most of the times. They also make up for that the same way, with presents. I found out that Santana's father is a successful plastic surgeon and her mother is a lawyer. At home is always work and work, just like mine. My dad, Hiram, is also a surgeon and works in a private clinic in Chicago, yes Chicago. 40% of the clinic belongs to him which makes him earn even more money. My daddy, LeRoy, is in a high position at a pharmacists company also in Chicago. So that is why I spend a lot of time alone, or because they are traveling.
(May 27)
"Hey Berry, I think you need to lose some height." Quinn and another 2 cheerleaders says to me and I look down. It was true my clothes didn't even fit me anymore. Quinn and the other 2 girls leave laughing at me.
"Don't listen to them Rach." Noah says approaching me. When Quinn decide last year to give the baby away, Noah, with the help of my uncle where able to give Noah the custody of Beth but that didn't came good with her mother didn't matter who much he changed all that thanks to the little girl who he loves more than anything. Now, he is always at mine or San's homy house. He and Beth have a room there with everything a year old baby needs. Santana and we help him raise her and even Mike helps which wasn't good and broke his relationship with Tina who know demands everything. Santana even says she is worst that I used to be.
"There are right you know." I whisper but I think he didn't listen. "Come on my favorite niece is waiting for us." I say and Noah smiles with the most joy in the world.
(June)
"Hey baby." Finn says kissing me. "Are you coming to my house after school?" He says with a look that says pretty much what will happen there.
"I can't, San and I were going to the park with Beth while Noah is at work."
"She is not your kid Rachel she is Pucks besides it Wednesday and Kurt is not at home."
"I know but I love her and I have been at your house the yesterday and Monday."
"Santana can take care of her, you are my girlfriend Rachel." He argues. "Sometimes I think that you forget that."
"I will appear there Finn I promise."
"Hello Kurt." Rachel says nicely.
"Hello Diva." He says. "Ready for your date with Finn? I hear your parents aren't home again. Finn doesn't stop talking about it."
"I know." She says looking down.
"It even looks like you are sad about it."
"It is just since I slept with Finn for the first time it looks like the only thing we do is have sex."
"It is not besides Finn deserve it Rachel, give the guy a break he was to pull with you doesn't he?"
"You are right. Have I talked to you about the new work out plan I found?"
Rachel P.O.V.
I walk in school and everyone is looking at me. What is wrong? Everyone should be excited it is that last day of school. I see Finn in the locker and he looks at me like he is waiting for me to snap but I give him a smile then some of his football teammates come and I know I can't be with him.
"Rachel, there are you. We need to talk." Santana says dragging me to the choir room.
"What is it San?"
"Finn cheated on you, last night, again." Santana says with a sad expression.
"Finn wouldn't do that, I already told you, besides I was there."
"I have proof Rachel, Jacob's blog. He took pictures from today morning Quinn and Finn kissing outside his house." She says giving me her phone with the report. "I am sorry Rachel." She says and I just give her the phone running with tears in my eyes when I see Finn at my locker.
"Hi baby." He says trying to kiss me but I take a setback.
"How could you? You cheated on me with Quinn. I can't believe you, I forgave you for lying about what happen last year with Santana because I wasn't dating you back then, but now this? I could you, I gave you everything, I change all about me so that you would accept me and love me and you sleep with her."
"Rachel, don't be such a drama Queen." He says to me. "Quinn and I are just sex friends. If I remember your best friends used to be like that."
"Noah and Santana used sex because of what they have gone through besides they don't have a girlfriend, who by the way, sleeps with you."
"But you such in bed Rachel." He says to me and I cry even more.
"We are done." I say leaving with tears and looking myself in my room.
"Where is Rachel?" Santana asks Puck as she arrives at Rachel's house.
"Upstairs sleeping. We need to do something. She doesn't sing in glee club anymore or even asks to. It's June and she dresses almost like its winter because Finn doesn't want guys to look at her. She is or with him or planning her next diet. Now finding out that Finn cheated on her. She is going to fall and I can't let that happen she even passed out at dance classes and let's not speak about her weight loss."
"I vote in castrate Finn." Santana says sitting on the chair.
"I am up for it but it still doesn't cut the cheerios problem."
"Maybe I can treat them."
"I'm scare that it will be worst, San. Remember Sue putt you on the bottom for slapping Quinn and she started make Rachel's life even worst." Puck says and puts his hand in his head. "She has lost so much height. I have thought about calling her uncle, he really cares for her. We have to do something San, we both know she is like a sister to us."
"I know Puck. I know."
Santana, Noah and Robert, Rachel's uncle, were all sitting in a table when Rachel came and look at them surprised to see his uncle but by the look on his face he is here to have a seriously conversation. It was also the first day she left her room since she broke up with Finn and it passed 3 days.
"What is this?"
"Rachel we need to talk." Her uncle says seriously.
"About that?"
"The fact that you lost a lot of height." Rachel takes a deep breath because she knows what they about to say.
"I am fine besides I was fat."
"Rachel you aren't, you have a problem a real problem."
"No I don't." Rachel says leaving the room.
"You really love her don't you?" Noah says approaching me when I was holding Beth in my arms while she actually has been in a conversation with herself since they uncle and her friends talked to her.
"Yes." I say and he still next to me.
"Rachel, you are like a sister to me and to Santana and it break us to see you like this."
"I am…"
"No Rachel, stop, you are not fine. You are losing your sparkle. Do you really want to stop dreaming. Have you thought about what Beth will say when you are older?" He says and I look at the angel sleeping in my arms. She, Noah, Santana and the only 3 persons I know I truly love because I would do anything for each of them. They are my family.I do need help because I am hurting my family and I don't want that.
"What are you guys planning?"
"We found a very good clinic for you Rachel and maybe next year you can change schools, Santana says she will go with you if you want. I can't since I have Beth and work. Please Rachel, let us take care of you."
"Ok. I will go. For you guys."
"We want you to do it for you Rachel, because you want to get better."
"And I want to get better."
(3 months later)
I enter the house where I see Santana, Noah and Mike so I ran to them hugging the 3 of them. God I missed them the visits in the clinic were very short and not frequent. I only had seen each of them 3 times all summer but I needed the clinic.
"You look amazing Rach, love the red highlighted." Santana says to me and I give her a little smile. I decide to change a little bit and the hair was the best idea I had.
"She is right. Love the curvy body, so hot." Noah says and I roll my eyes.
"I missed your insanities. So I was thinking about a shopping trip. I am not going to a boarding school with Rachel without a new wardrobe."
"Do you girls have to wear a uniform because I would love to see San in one."
"Shut up Puckerman." She says slapping his shoulder. "And it is 2 hours from here, so I can come and kick your ass everything I want besides there is not uniforms or I wouldn't be going besides the Capitol as one of the best sports and cheerleading teams of the country. No more losers to cheer for."
"Are you sure you will be ok, Noah?"
"Yes, I mean, someone was to take care of the house besides I have Beth."
"Speaking of that angel, here is she?"
"She is in her room." Noah says and I get to her room where she is sleeping. "Hello, little angel." I say playing her curls. "I am back and I reborn."
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