Edward is gone. He isn't coming back. He left and I wasn't good enough for him to take. I was nothing but the family's pet. None of them probably never really cared. They are dead to the world. They are dead to me as well. They hurt my Jacob. Jacob never wanted this life. He doesn't deserve it. The Cullens made him this way, because they are selfish. I hate them more for doing this to Jake, then for them leaving me. I was stupid enough to believe all their little lies. I fell for the lion. Everything about a vampire draws you in, but after you see them for what they really are then it's nothing like you would have imagined. They are dead, they have no feelings, and they have no soul. They are the most horrible creatures. It's been two weeks since I found out about Jake being a werewolf, and I hate that the Cullens did this to him, to Embry, to Quil and to Sam and Leah. The Cullen's are the reason why two people that really loved each other are now trying not hurt. If Sam would have never phased, he would not have imprinted on Emily, Leah and him would still be happily in love. Ever since I saw Jake in the meadow, I feel much more connected to him. I'm pretty sure he imprinted on me, but he doesn't want me to know. The way he looked at me when he was telling me all about imprinting, he looked straight in my eyes. Then when I asked if he has imprinted he told me that I would have known if he did. But when I look at him, I feel safe. I think Jake still believes that I am not over the Cullens. And he doesn't want to get hurt, by spilling out his heart just for me to say no again. I think that I must make the moves this time. This time it's my turn to make see that I am over the Cullen's.