A/N: Hello! My name Is Morgan. I am the author of this fic. I will try to update somewhat regularly but sadly, I can't make any promises. However, reviews might motivate me to update sooner? Yeah... I didn't think that would work.

Disclaimer: I own no youtubers. That would be considered slavery...which is bad. And also I don't know every aspect of their lives so don't hold me to anything I say They have or haven done.

We all were sat in a circle in the middle of the huge living room. For Vidcon this year we decided to rent out one of those huge mansions. The fire place remained un lit on the far wall due to it being the middle of summer. The room smelt of chlorine due to the doors to the indoor pool being left open to circulate the air-conditioning throughout the main floor. All of the furniture was pushed put of the way to accommodate our circle, well, oval rather.

Me and my cousin phil sat next to each other. Me and him were as close as close could get. He was there for me when my father died, and has never left my side since. Well not literally speaking. I live in Manchester and he lives in London with his flat mate Dan.

Dan is pretty awesome. He is great for a laugh and he's not to bad on the eyes either if you know what i mean.

So as i was saying; I was sat next to phil, him next to dan. Then came Christina and her friend. I don't remember her name but she is one of the five awesome girls. Next to her was Tessa and Shawna. Then there was a gap due to the very big and heavy glass table that despite our best efforts, we were unable to move. Crouched slightly under the table was charlie, trying to make room for his girlfriend, Bryrly. Then Carrie and Alex who sat next to Chris and Pj. After a small gap made. By the most comfortable chair in the world, the circle came full swing back to me.

If it was anyone else in my position, i guess they would be completely starstruck. But I'm chill. Im cool and on the inside I'm totally fangirling. Sure i know phil and dan and I've met Chris and Peej many times before. But Alex and Charlie? I've only seen their videos. I don't really watch Christina and the other girl bit Christina has popped up enough all over the internet to know who she is. Then there is Tessa and Shawana who oddly, seemed like the most normal ones there. Well, of the people that i have actually sat down to talk to.

Like most internet people i am a very awkward person. I like to keep to myself and I'm always trying to please other people. So I've mostly spent my time here on tumblr running my blog. I actually have two of them. My main being a 'I reblog whatever the hell I want blog' and another for my fans who are struggling. Now i know it sounds cheesy but its kind of a self help blog. Anyone can message me at anytime and they can tell me their problems and I try, to the best of my abilities to help them. In fact, thats how I met my best friend, Alyssa.

She messaged me one day and we ended up getting in to a really long and deep conversation. I ended up giving her my cell-phone number and we text all the time. The only trouble with our friendship is that she lives in New Mexico me in manchester. So no, we've never actually met in person. But were gonna meet up since were both gonna be at Vidcon.

But ugh. Im getting side tract. The reason we were all sat in this circle was because Alex had this 'brilliant' idea of us getting to know each other by playing Never Have I Ever. The game is: one person says 'never have I ever' lets say 'been to disney land' if you have, you clap then take a drink. But since i'm only 15, we decided to skip the drinking part. At least for now.

So having the rules laid out, Alex starts with "Never have i ever been able to swim a full lap across the pool." most of us clapped since we have swam an entire pool length. I knew form one of his videos that he was a rubbish swimmer but not one pool length?

Then it was Carrie's turn " ummm, never have I ever, had over a million subscribers." only charlie clapped for that one. Usually the ruled dictate that if your the only one that claps, you have to tell the story behind it. But we thought that there wasn't much of a story behind that one so we just let it alone. Then it was Chris's turn who said "Never have i ever had a pet cat." a few people clapped for that. Then it was Pj. Who of course, had to start making things difficult.

"Ehh, never have i ever...umm... I don't know...ugh...had someone in my close family pass away." and of course, the only clap to ring out throughout the room, came from my own hands.