Alex stood up against the brick wall near the arena entrance. His attention was focused on his former girlfriend who was kissing another man. The sight broke Alex's heart in two, but he didn't let it show. He couldn't let Angelina know that his feelings for her were still as strong as ever. He didn't want to seem weak in the eye's of the love of his life.
I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise, like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe
Alex whispered the lyrics as he pushed himself off the wall. Watching Angelina wasn't doing him any good, it was only making him worse. Seeing her beauty, her smile, her eyes, her everything; made him yearn for the feeling of her back in his arms. He never felt needed unless that one beautiful ceature was resting her head on his chest.
But I never told you what I should have said
No, I never told you, I just held it in
Memories of the on-screen break up flashed through his mind, breaking tears of sadness to his eyes. Alex stood in the ring while Angelina and Velvet yelled at him. He never opened his mouth once, he just listened. If only he had said what was on his mind, if only had stopped her, maybe they'd still be together.
And now I miss everything about you
I can't believe it, I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you
Alex whispered the chorus as he walked around backstage. The song was exactly what he was feeling, what he was thinking, what he was going through; it was like it was written for him. "I see your blue eyes every time I close mine." He sang, shoving his hands in his pockets. It was more than true. He couldn't blink without seeing Angelina's gorgeous eyes. The image was with him no matter where he went.
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to, when I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me
Alex wasn't himself after the break up. His ways had changed completely. Everything he did was based around Angelina. Unless he got her back, he was never going to be the same, he was never going to be his usual fun loving self.
But I never told you what I should have said
No, I never told you, I just held it in
The brunette turned himself around and walked back to the brick wall. He was going to give in and tell his feelings. He needed her know. Alex's heart broke in two as the sight of a certain AJ Styles kneeling in front of Angelina. "He's proposing." He whispered, shaking his head. It couldn't be true. Angelina couldn't be getting engaged to AJ, she was supposed to get back together with him. A proposal wasn't in his plans.
And now I miss everything about you
(Still, you're gone)
I can't believe it, I still want you
(And I'm lovin' you, I never should've walked away)
After all the things we've been through
(I know it's never gonna come again)
I miss everything about you, without you
He stood grounded to the cement, not able to take his eyes off the two. They seemed happy about the engagement, while he was ready to break down. His heart was crushed and it seemed as if Angelina didn't care, that hurt him the most. Knowing that she was ready to move on without looking back, broke his heart more than anything.