Ok this is my first attempt of a D-gray man fic and yaoi! I know its probably quite bad so I want a lot of reviews so that I can improve!
Disclaimer: I do not own D-gray man.
Heh.
One word that most commonly described me in the black order was-hyperactive
In China I was described as shy.
In India I was prideful and ignorant.
When I was in England I was snotty and a brat.
In Australia I was cold and acted like an ass to everyone.
In Italy I was alluring.
Over in Chile they called me the silent creep.
But what was I before.
I guess you could call what I'm going through now is a mental breakdown or something like that.
Am I a permanent actor?
I enjoy being Lavi but does that mean I am Lavi?
Am I George?
Michael?
Kuan?
Antoine?
Hajime?
Aahlaad?
I kid myself that I am Lavi but I had to realise the truth at some point.
I fooled everyone.
I never was that guilty though.
Until I came to the black order.
Why was it this time?
A bookman is meant to stay emotionless even at harsh points.
I feel terrible that I lied to all the people that I care about.
Especially Kanda.
The character he knows is cheerful annoying but that's what drew him in I guess.
What would he do if he found out the guy he loved is basically a lie?
What would my friends do?
I will have to leave at some point and lead on my life but...
I can't.
I feel attached to something that isn't real.
Maybe I can just hold on for a little longer.
But in the end I'll have to leave one way or another.
Alrighty REVIEWS PLEASE!