I sat in my room, twisting the ring on my finger.
"What are you thinking about?" Edward asked. He was sitting at the edge of my bed
"Us. And this whole marriage thing." I answered. I looked up to see his face. He looked at me, and I was locked in his gaze.
"What about it?"
"I don't know. I am having mixed emotions."
"What kind of emotions?"
I looked away. He lifted my chin so I would look at him.
"I'd rather not say. It's…embarrassing." As I said this I blushed.
"Bella, you can tell me anything. I won't be mad."
"On part of it you will." I muttered under my breath.
"Can I give it a guess?"
"Sure"
"Lets see. Okay you are happy because you are marrying me-" he smiled my favorite smile "-but you are sad because you have hurt Jacob's feelings-" he growled the name "and mad because of the condition in which I will change you. Did I get everything right?"
"You are a perfect person. You know me too well." I whispered
"You give me too much credit. Oh, and I am not mad about the Jacob part-" growling the name "I'm glad that you care for you friend. You know Bella you can go with Jacob instead."
"I think it is a little late. We mailed the invitation for the wedding, told Charlie, and I just can't be away from you."
" I know." he smiled triumphant, then pulled me onto his lap. I turned my head away, but just as soon as I did his lips were at my ear.
"I love you with all my dead heart."