HATE
i hate you
i HATE you
i hate EVERYTHING that YOU are
i hate everything that YOU'VE done to ME
i hate all the LIES you told about me
because they were ONLY told to COVER your tracks
because i DIDN'T flirt with you
because i DIDN'T act like i was ready
because i DID tell you NO
i HATE how you stole MY body away from ME
i HATE how you made me BLEED
how YOU made me HURT
how YOU made me SCREAM
how YOU made me STRUGGLE
and then you BLAMED me
and then you said i ASKED for it
just for WALKING to my car after dark
just for 'DRESSING WRONG'
just for not being 'NICE' to you
i hate the way the police DIDN'T react
because the state gave you IMMUNITY
because your face made all of the PAPERS
because the media LOVES you
because you NEVER thought to love me
i hate the way YOU sweet-talked my class into DEFENDING you
into saying i was LUCKY to have you
into LAUGHING at me
into saying i wanted 'ATTENTION'
into claiming i would NEVER have had sex otherwise
into SHRIEKING that you were 'too cute' for punishment
into TRASHING me as 'a liar' and 'a whore'
but most of all
MOST OF ALL...
...when YOU came back for MORE...
...i hate that i only gave you TEN stabs of my knife
when you deserved ONE THOUSAND.
A/N: My thanks to Hazel, Judy, and DB for getting me wired up enough to write/type this...and yes, this was a nameless female victim getting permanent payback on Alex for raping her. Let's just say that the psychopaths are 99% more often the well-dressed social guy in the center of the room than they are the knife-wielding madman lurking in the shadows...remind you of anyone? ;)