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A Letter For You

Just the memory of that night gives me the chills.

Chills that run up and down my spine and make me ache for more. Make me ache for your touch even more than before. Chills that told me I wasn't so alone, that you where there, that you would protect me.

But then...the memory of the hurt brings me to tears. If I ever needed to cry on the spot for something all I would have to do is remember the tone of your voice and what you said, and how you left me there, not even trying to comfort me, just left me.

And I hate you for it.

I have such a burning hatred for you breaking my heart like that, that I don't think it's fair. It's not fair that you are not punished in anyway for hurting me so. Not fair at all.

But I can't say anything about it. It's our dirty little secret. The secret we keep tucked away deep and hidden in our minds and away from any light that can touch it. Because if anyone else knew, then it would be a sin. A monstrosity that would devour us and leave nothing for remains.

You're so stupid.

I can never go back to how it was. It's all different now. You call me stupid, but you're the one being a moron. A fool, a heart-breaker, and cold heartless person.

Emotionally Inept.

That's what you told me and it's all stupid. Just an excuse to drive me away.

Just to protect yourself.

Like a drowning animal, you pull me down to save yourself and leave me there to drown in my sorrow. You didn't care what the consequences would be. You didn't care what would happen when you shattered my already broken heart. I was trying to pick up the pieces, they were so small, and then you knocked it over, so I have to put my glass heart back together again.

I don't know what to do with you.

I hate you so much for this. For the pain you make me feel, how foolish I feel when even by accident try to make you touch me. Love me, anything. I hate what I've become again.

It's all your fault.

I've become that pathetic attention seeking person again...and I hate it.

Why?

Why can't you love me? Why can't you explain anything to me?

Do you hate me that much as well...?

Please...I have to know...

A/N: so, if you haven't figured out who it is, its naruto to sasuke...r&r...it's just a drabble...