Turn up the music so loud
All I can hear is the blaring base
My minds at war
Confused, don't want to think about the options
Can you hear me scream from the inside?
Demons haunt my dreams
Not demons, but an angel
So perfect, So divine
Running faster
Faster now, but the angel is far from reach
I stumble, I fall
Everything's black
Night washes over me
Their calling my name, but I lie there
Still, cold, alone
Please don't find me
Let me be
Please, and maybe the angel will come back for me
I wait
A day
A week
A month
I can no longer feel
A black hole has replaced my heart
I'm numb
A shell of a person once so full of life
My will to live has vanished with my sun
Without the sun all things will die
I want to die, for without the sun I have no reason for life
I try to move on
I dream again
The wolf is there, calling my name
He waits for me in the shadows
My angel across the clearing becons me forth
I am told not to go
But how can I stay away
My angel comes back to me
But the pain is still so near
Threatening me
Waiting for the angel to take flight once again
This time not to come back
So the darkness can have me
My pain consume me
And there it waits
In the darkness of my mind
Waiting for the words that pierce my heart
'I don't love you'