A/N: INAZUOTP! ! ! ! ! XD Originally, I was supposed to write a sweet and cute RanMasa, but I ended writing a sad and friendship RanMasa...this was written with all my feelings which I've been conveying since last week so yeah!
Tenma: hetainazumapony doesn't own Inazuma Eleven GO!
No fluffy romance here, no kissing and whatsoever, mostly just friendship and all that...
KIRINO
It was another one of those days, where not much would usually happen. I walk to school, plop down my stuff on the chair and basically do whatever I want. I didn't feel like doing anything now, because someone I wanted to meet was here.
"Kirino-senpai!"
The young boy that I met coincidentally in school one day, came to my classroom and grabbed my hand. We walked through the hallways and stairs until we reached the rooftop. I remember the excited tone in his voice as he overlooked at the view of the school.
"This…is so cool!" I heard him say, smiling at me.
I smiled back at him. He wasn't the perfect friend I had, nor was he the worst friend I had. He was one of those friends who I just suddenly meet. I remember when he just sulked alone in the corner, his arms wrapping around his legs and head down.
I would be the one to walk up to him, and comfort him until he gets better.
"There, there Kariya…you'll be alright."
But even so, I feel like he's hiding something...
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KARIYA
"You're really smart, Kirino-senpai!" I complimented to him one day after school. He was holding a report in one hand, his other hand holding his bag.
He smiled at me like I was joking, I wasn't! His grades were so high that I couldn't beat it, which made me look at my report. I got an 85, he gets a 95.
I'm the one with a low grade…
That's alright; I can always do better!
But cheering up myself, that wasn't easy at all…
I remember the taunts my classmates would make, the annoying things they do to me. They would say I'm a weakling, someone who wouldn't stand up for himself! I wasn't like that, even though I never bothered to be someone like them, I'm a strong-willed guy myself.
"You're weak!"
"I never want to see you again!"
But then again…
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KIRINO
Every time I would see him, he would always smile like everything around him was a light to a bright future...
His smile had brought me so much meaning...
He always felt so determined about something, like he knew that everything would go right...
And one day, he just...disappeared...
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KARIYA
I crouched down on the floor...
I covered my bruises so no one would see me...
My left eye was now bruised, causing me to have a black eye.
My arms and legs felt like they've been torn apart from me...
I watched as the two figures that have caused me so much pain, grab me by the collar and punch my face again.
I fell to the floor
I coughed out something red
Blood...
Everything was going so well, I felt so happy these past few days and suddenly, I've become a punching bag to everyone. I've been picked on even more, tauned, ashamed, EVERYTHING!
So much clouded my mind, and the unbearable pain surrounding me physically and mentally...
I made a run for it...
Away from Kirino...
Away from the two...
Away from...
Everything...
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KIRINO
Days, two weeks have passed since I have last seen Kariya. He wouldn't show up in school, he won't come in contact with me, am I a disease to him? Have I done something wrong?
No.
I haven't done anything wrong to him. I would never hurt my friend, nor would I offend him. Something must have happened to him, something that would make him go like this.
And as I was about to leave school one day, I heard someone cry. I looked around me, but I couldn't find anyone at all. Who is crying? Who would be crying?
"H-Help…me…" I heard the voice.
And when I turned around, in front of me, was Kariya. He wore a thick jacket around him, his eyes swelled up in tears and I noticed his face…it was bruised badly.
"K-Kariya, what happened to you…" I asked him, a worried expression plastered on my face.
"I—"
And before he could say anymore words, he fell to the ground and cried again. I went to his aid and patted on his back. He wouldn't stop his crying, he wouldn't stop wailing about the pain.
"K-Kirino-senpai…I…I don't wish to live anymore…"
"But Kariya…"
"Everyone around me hates me for what I do, just because I'm different doesn't mean that I should be hated…"
"Kariya..."
And for the first time, I hugged him tightly. My warmth surrounding his wounded heart, I want him to stop thinking so negatively.
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KARIYA
I felt nothingness around me. Everything around me was so dark that I couldn't even see my own self. And slowly, bit by bit, I felt my world shining again…
"You'll be alright, just smile and don't think so negative!"
That voice…
"I'm here for you, don't worry about it!
I smiled a little, and the void that once surrounded me started to fill my heart up with so much light.
Maybe if I smiled a little, everything would seem to be better…
If I just forget about all those times, I wouldn't feel so bad about myself…
Because there are people who are here to help me, who would assure to me that I wouldn't be alone anymore.
And I smiled again, tears slowly flowing down my cheeks.
"Thank you…"
A/N: ...I've been bullied, okay, don't ask please...and this is what happens when I get inspired by two Vocaloid songs...
Tenma: And those are...?
Toumei Answer and A Tale of Six Trillion Years and One Night by IA...?
Tenma: Ohh...
And it's like this, Kariya presents that 'depressed' side I had and Kirino's like my 'cheerful' side I had left, unless the reader really wants me to think I'm Kariya and Kirino is some random friend I had, haha...well, I promise a cute RanMasa oneshot soon!
Tenma: ...Please review!
