My Unshed Tears

by Novela13

Simple short poem on Kagome's view of InuYasha going to Kikyo. Aslo about her broken heart and how she stays strong when he goes to her. Surprise in this poem also. Read and review to find out. This was made to help with my writer's block. mght nt be good

Hey there everyone! Remember this is a poem fic! Anyone who forgot that oh well!

My unshed Tears

Here I am. Watching you. I saw you go to her.

The other's all lie.They say you went for a walk.

But I know where you are. I don't know how much longer I can keep putting on a smile. When my heart aches for you all the while. Why is it me? Why am I the one who's hurt?What have I done to have my love taken away from me. This isn't how it's sposed to be! Why cant we be together forever? Are we bound by the realms of time?I keep all my comments and emotions locked inside me. It was supposed to be us two! Not you, Kikyo, and ME! To share the same soul as the person who's my rival in love it's so depressing. So I pick up the pieces of my heart on the ground. And hold back my tears once more. For the hope that everything will work out and we'll all be happy. But it wont. You'll continue to hurt me and have your late night rendezvous' with her. I'll hear all the promise's you make her. About the defeat of Naraku and her resting in peace. But what about me? Wether were hunting for jewel's or in battle you'll always go to her. When ever her soul collecters come. I'll hold back my tears once more and appear not to look downcast, while I urge you to go to her. I'll say things like 'No it's okay I'll be fine!' while smiling or 'it's okay. Go.' But it's not okay. I'll always hold back my tears. I may even cry myself to sleep.

I don't even have to look back now as I hear quiet foot steps and I know it's you. "Kagome," You say. But deep down I know that you don't have anything to say. It hurts knowing you don't regret any of it. So I look at you. My hanyou. Hmp! As if. You could never truly be mine. I say nothing. I stare. Taking in your troubled amber eyes and long silver hair. You look back at me. I stand up and walk toward's you. I reach into my pocket and pull out my jewel shard's. I take your hand in mine and place the small bottle in your hands. You gasp at my actions. I say nothing. I nod sadly. Then I work my way to the forest.

When I reach the well though, I don't hop in. I sit on the edge. I can hear him calling my name in the distance. It tugs at my heart to ignore him. I wanna break down. But I refuse to let my emotions slip through the seams. I wanna shout, I wanna SCREAM! As I hear your voice getting closer I stand up and flip my legs over the well. Then I take one last look at my surroundings. I bury my tears once more. Then I let go.

I exit the well house. I walk in my home. I ignore the cries of 'Honey your home!' and 'Ane! Where's Inuyasha?' I go in my room and take out my photo album. There's my hanyou sitting in the Goshinboku. I bury my tears once more. There he is again with Koga-kun. Fighting. I keep glancing at my window expectantly. Nothing. That is what I see there. I sigh and continue to hide my tears deep inside me. Along with my ripped and tattered heart. The heart that can no longer be repaired after being broken so many times. Then I hear a knock at the door. It's mama. Mama doesn't even ask me what the problem is. She can tell from my pain-filled eyes what's going on. "Mama.." I croak out before she scoops me in her arms in a warm embrace. Running her fingers through my raven hair soothingly. Murming things like 'It'll be okay' and 'Let it all out.' I smile at her comfort.

This maybe a good time to shed my unshed tears.

Owari.

I hope you all like that. Im not really expecting it to have a great turnout though. This is just something to help me through my writer's block. Well , now that you've read, review.

With that said, Sayonara!