A/N this is my first fanfic I've published as well as my first attempt at smut sorry if any spellings or grammar is incorrect I must apologise as I'm not very good at either and usually my best friend reads over everything I write but she is away visiting family.

Hope you do enjoy my story

Disclaimer - all rights of Merlin belong to the BBC and the creators I wished I owned Merlin like most people but I do not = (

"I fear no-one, at least of all you"

Just her voice sent chills down him, he knew he should hate her after all she stole his magic and was just about to go to war with Arthur and he knew it would be his death.

He swung the sword round and managed to catch her, she crouched down in pain and he didn't feel anything for her but as soon as she looked up he couldn't take his eyes away from hers. No longer was the love or joy in them but hate and disgust and it killed him. He wished for the old Morgana back, the one that helped defend his village that seemed so long ago or the one who he brought flowers for, it was no secret that he had a crush on her but who wouldn't she was the most beautiful woman in Camelot and he was just a servant but she treated him better than that, they were friends, that was until he destroyed the trust they had when he poisoned her, the look of betrayal on her face had killed a part of him that day and he still had nightmares over it.

He pointed the sword at her as she got back up, looking at him she laughed but that was quickly replaced with shock as Merlin threw down the sword and took a few steps towards her and crashed his lips to hers. He pushed them back into the wall just next to the door leading the way out, he didn't know why he decided to kiss her but he wasn't going to let up, she had to know that he still cared for her even after all she's done, when he didn't feel her respond he tried to deepen the kiss.

Morgana on her part was still shocked, this was the man who poisoned her, lied to her about his own magic and foiled every single plan to take the throne but the worst thing was betraying her. She loved him once that was if she could call it love, ever since he walked into Camelot with his goofy grin she couldn't take her eyes of him and as they became friends they grew closer. She never admitted it to anyone or act for fear of his life, if Uther ever found out that she loved a servant boy he would surely have had him executed. Morgause taught her love was for the weak so she shut off from all emotions like it but as she felt Merlin try to get her to respond back she thought of all the advantages.

Here was the man she once loved and was the most powerful sorcerer to have and will ever live, he was her destiny and her doom, but if she could maybe try to get him to join her then Arthur would stand no chance and the throne would be hers and magic could once again be free. There was only one question that would put a fault in her plan, would he ever betray Arthur? She didn't think he would but love makes you do the most stupid things. So she kissed back wrapping her arms around him bringing him closer to her and in return he moved his hands from her head to her waist sending chills throughout her body.

Merlin was glad she was responding he had similar ideas to Morgana about trying to make her switch sides or at least try and delay her from the battle, without her being at there ready to lead the attack Mordred surly would worry and come looking for her and he could stop them both. How he had no idea but that was not the only problem he was also struggling against his heart, he still loved her, after everything she had did and done he couldn't help but remember how kind and beautiful she was and his heart and soul ached for her. When they both needed to breathe they pulled apart, both looking in each others eyes they saw that lust and passion as well as the love that was burning, Morgana couldn't take it anymore and gave him a slow and passionate kiss it showed him exactly how she felt. The kiss became deeper and the lust grew too much, he pulled away from her ever so sweet tasting lips and started to kiss her neck, he slowly moved his way down towards the valley in between her breasts she started moaning with pleasure and he couldn't help but grin, he moved his hand to her shoulder and moved her dress away, kissing the spot that was exposed.

Morgana couldn't think straight all the pleasure she was feeling she never wanted it to stop, she slipped her hand into his trousers and found his length hoping she could give him the same pleasure, he was starting to get harder and she couldn't help notice that his breath caught in his throat as she moved her hand along him. She decided to see what would happen if she squeezed him slightly, and she was rewarded when he gave a moan that sounded like a growl but before she could do anything else he picked her up and wrapped her legs around his waist.

The both didn't care about anything that had happened in the past or anything that was going on outside the cave, all they cared about was the lust they felt towards each other. Morgana took Merlin's jacket off him and threw it somewhere, next was his neckerchief; then his shirt and she had quite a surprise when he showed to have muscles underneath. she couldn't help but slowly trace her hand down his chest followed by her mouth sucking slightly after each kiss places. He moaned in pleasure unable to take anymore and wanting as little clothing on her as possible. He put her down and started undoing her dress the same time she started to unbuckle his trousers, she could see his arousal through his trousers and she subconsciously licked her lips in anticipation as well as she felt her lower region becoming wetter.

Her dress fell to the floor and all he could do was stare as she wore nothing underneath, her breast were perfect and he could feel his member becoming harder just looking at her. While he was staring he didn't notice that she had removed his trousers so he was just in his underwear. He pulled her closer to him and gave her another longing kiss filled with so much passion, she depend it by biting his lower lip so his mouth opened and she snuck her tongue in but it soon turned to be a fight for dominance. While they were kissing she slowly removed his underwear and his member was finally free from restrictions. He walked away to find his jacket so he could lay it down then walked back and picked her back. He gently laid her down on top of the jacket so her back didn't go against the hard cold ground and moved himself on top of her. She blushed at the thoughtfulness and the feeling of his member on her thigh it was then she decided to speak the first lot of words since their angry banter and kiss which was only just a few minutes earlier but seemed like hours ago.

"Merlin I've never done..." he cut her off with a smile happy to know she was a virgin "Me either so we can learn together"

He gave her the goofy grin she always wanted to see and she smiled knowing he had never been with anyone else, not like she cared but she was glad he would be just as inexperienced as her. He put his member to her entrance and slowly pushed in making her gasp. When he got to her barrier he looked at her to make sure she was okay and still wanted him to continue, all she did was nod and he went as deep as he could breaking her barrier and taking away both of their virginities, she moaned in pain which made him stay still allowing her to get used to him inside. She slowly moved her hips as she felt the pain dimming and being replaced with such pleasure, he took as a sign to start moving and he slowly pulled out until just his head was in, then pushed back into her welcoming warmth and he couldn't help but feel that they fitted together perfectly. he kept thrusting in and out of her at a steady pace and she met each thrust raising her hips to meet him, they were both moaning and holding on to each other her nails digging in his back and his lips meeting hers.

Wanting more she bit his ear then whispered "faster Merlin, please" he moaned and started moving faster and harder making her moan his name over and over, he smiled knowing he was giving her such pleasure. To change things round he rolled them over so she was on top and she was more than happy to take the lead, moving at the same pace she felt him move his hands to her waist to help her move, she loved feeling his hands on her and she couldn't help but smile thinking that this was so right and they were meant for each other.

They were getting closer and closer to the edge "mer...lin I'm mmmm so close" she was losing it as the pleasure was building in her stomach like something was tightening until it just wanted to be released. He was panting so she could tell he was close "me too" he flipped them back round and she wrapped her legs around him allowing him to move deeper in her, as he hit one spot inside her she screamed "MERLIN THERE RIGHT THERE" he aimed for that spot and with three more deep thrusts she came undone screaming his name as she climaxed with him following releasing his seed within her as he whispered her name. After they were spent he collapsed next to her and she moved her head on his chest. They didn't care about anything at that point just the two of them then and there. "I love you Morgana" he whispered into her hair as he stroked it

She looked up at him and saw he was telling the truth and in response she give a kiss that was filled with the love she felt for him but could never say. They stayed there for a few more minutes before it got to cold and they both decided to get dressed, she finished first and looked round to him "Join me Merlin, help me bring magic back to the realm, together we can rule as the most powerful sorcerers ever to live"

"I can't Morgana it is my destiny to help Arthur become the once and future king of Albion, only he will bring magic back to the realm it has been foretold"

"By who Merlin, I was told Emry's would be my destiny and my doom but after now I do not wish us to kill each other"

"The great dragon told me, join us Morgana call of the attack and I'm sure if you truly repent for the crimes you have committed Arthur will see reason…"

She cut him of shouting "NO I WILL NOT! HE IS TO MUCH LIKE UTHER HE WILL NEVER ALLOW MAGIC BACK" he noticed that she stated backing away to the exit and away from him "I'm sorry Merlin but I can't let you interfere STANAS AHREOSATH!" the walls started crumbling down blocking the exit as Merlin tried to move forward but it was too late and he was trapped.

He looked at the wall and tried to move some of the rocks but without success, he was on the verge of tears and started pounding the wall "NOO" he collapsed on the ground not being able to cope with the fact the women he loved had just trapped him and his destiny was about to be destroyed.

Morgana was looking at the blocked wall and put her back against it, she could hear Merlin's screams and it killed her hearing him, it felt like a knife to her heart and she started to shake where she was silently sobbing but did not allow herself to shed any tears. She looked at the ground and noticed something small with the hint of red she picked it up and noticed it was his neckerchief filthy from where she collapsed the wall but it was still a part of him so she tucked it away to keep as a reminder of what happened.

she couldn't worry anymore there was a throne she had to claim and she couldn't think of Merlin anymore. With one last look back and her hand on the wall she whispered "I love you" and left ready to go to battle.

But neither of them knew that in that one time filled with so much love, without worrying about the hate or betrayal they had created hope.

A/N. Thanks for reading i hope you enjoyed it if you didnt thanks again anyway for taking the time to give it a try at least =)