First attempt at John/Bobby. I've got an idea rolling around in my head that is bobby/john in which we meet john's sister. Let me know if anyone would be interested. Oh and for the record I really made bobby melodramatic and this is just a lot of angst. Also I don't know if Jubes was at Alkali but I needed her to be for the story to work.

Jubilee always wondered about the real reason for Rouge and Bobby's break up after Alcatraz. Bobby said it was because she took The Cure, but Jubilee being Jubilee knew it was complete and total bullshit. Contrary to most peoples beliefs she didn't spread everything she knew. No there where something's that were better left unsaid. She knew bobby had never been the same since john left and now she needed to find out why. She just would stand by and let one of her best friends slowly kill them selves. Mind made up Jubilee left her and Kitty's room and headed to Bobby's room. She opened the door quietly.

"Bobby. Bobby you in here?" She called out quietly.

"Give me a second Jubes." Said Bobby from the bathroom

"Okay." She says. She goes and sits on Bobby's bed and realizes that it's still made. She looks across the room and sees that's John's bed is a mess.

"So he's been sleeping in johns old bed." She thought.

"So what did you need at ten o'clock at night?" asked Bobby

"I need to talk to you. Bobby I want to know the real reason for you and Rouge's break up, the thing about the cure is bullshit." Said Jubes

"Whatever. Think what you want." Said Bobby, sitting on John's bed and getting a little pissed off

"I will, but bobby nothings been the same since Johnny left. Bobby I saw you the night we got back from Alkali I was coming in to see if you were okay and I saw you lying in johns bed crying." Said Jubes

"It was nothing." Said Bobby

"Bullshit. Okay how about we go with example number two after you thought you killed john I came to check on you again and saw you the exact same way sobbing. No I figured Rouge would come in and talk to you, but I you had already broken up, so I passed it off as that, but bobby what's really going on with you?" she asked some what scared of the answer.

"Look I'm fine okay nothing to worry about. And as for our break up we were just moving apart." Said Bobby

And that's when Jubilee saw it; a small cut about six inches above bobby's wrist. She reached out and firmly pulled on his wrist. He tried to pull away but go no anvil, as she held tighter. She pushed up the three quarter sleeve that bobby had on and examined his arm. It was littered with cuts, and burn marks.

"Jesus Bobby what the hell having you been doing to your self? I want answers and I want them fucking NOW!" yelled Jubilee

"This could take awhile." Said Bobby sitting down on johns bed

"I got all the time you need little brother." Said Jubes

It was the running joke with everyone since Bobby was the youngest one of the group, that they all called him their little brother, all but John who was more protective but never called bobby his brother.

"Jubes for you to understand any of this you need to know something, me and john were together." Said Bobby

"I figured. Now I want to know about the break up and these cuts." Said Jubes

"When Rouge came back she found me in my room in johns bed sobbing so hard my voice was starting to get horse. She asked me what was wrong and I just kept sobbing and I don't remember when but I managed to choke out that I had just killed the only person I had ever loved. She looked at me funny and asked what I meant, that's when I told her everything. I told her how john and me were together when she came and that John broke up with me because he thought I was choosing her over him. She told me she understood and asked if I still loved him, when I told her I did she said that she had no call being with me since my heart belonged to john." Said Bobby

"Well that was very noble and loving of her. She did the right thing. Now about these cuts and burns." Said Jubilee

"It's all because I lost john. It's because I was stupid enough not to go after him when him left the jet, because I almost killed him. All because he hates me and I love him so much that I just can't do anything but punish myself for letting him go." Said Bobby then broke into heart wrenching sobs.

"I know sweetie, I know." Said Jubes

She rubbed his back and let him cry until he feel to sleep. She tucked him into john's bed and then made her way to her room. She awoke kitty and told her not to ask why, but she needed to find Erik's email address. She quickly turned on her laptop quickly and took only about five minutes to find what she needed. Jubilee typed a quick message to Erik then hit send hoping that she would get a response quickly.